B.O.P.

This is a B.O.P. (Blogging on Paper) post. 

18/08/2011
I just finished revising Sejarah (History)I am curiously hyped up. I wonder why? =] Is it because I'm aiming for an impossible 90++? Or it is because I've fallen in LOVE with Sejarah?! No, seriously, I find Sejarah interesting (minus the racism!)...

Today was first day of trials. *phew* Finally finished B.M. That was a relief. Have a strange feeling that my results will be sloppy, like my lie-filled karangan (essay). If my tongue would turn grey when I tell a lie, it would probably look really... BLACK? Haha xD

And science today wasn't that bad was it? I expected it to be a little more challenging? (Roll your eyes if you want!) I'm sure I'll totally bloop on paper 2.

I suddenly thought of Maths. I feel so, insecure, you know? I know its only trials, but I don't wanna get a low B again! I'm like 20 marks awayfrom everyone else in my class (not counting the Malays [not being racist!]) How can I ever catch up?? *sigh* only if I give it my heart and soul....*ewww*

And lets just ignore Chinese altogether...

22/08/2011
Well, today was English!
Total disappointment, wrote three pages for my essay but my paper one was utter crap. Ah well. We'll see how it turns out. =]

Can't believe YOU challenged me to English! You crazy? =D You've got some courage. Be prepared to lose? ;p

21/08/2011
Mum said: ' It doesn't really matter if you don't get amazing marks for your exams. As Long as you gave it your all, I'm proud of you.'

Words that touch my heart.

23/08/2011
Oh God, another paper finished. I am so, so, grateful. But, tomorrow's gonna be utter HELL. Chinese and Maths. =[

I am so, so freaked out. Of course, I gotta get and A for my Maths. I've worked really really hard for this. BC? Skip!

24/08/2011
Maths paper today.

I died. Crap.

Well, I already died in the Chinese paper before. I don't wanna hate Chinese, but its hard. Bloody hell. I do not feel good now.

I feel crushed... Beated...

LOST.

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Well, that was what happened during trials. It wasn't pretty. I feel a bit glum now. 

Wonder what my results will look like??

F*CK all this. Imma enjoy my holidays. =]

B.O.P.-ing Angel