Sem 2: Batch #5 - A Lot and Lot of Performances (Uptown Funk, 起床歌 & Begin Again)

Hello! Summer has officially officially started and I had an amazing time up on 中橫! I was debating with myself whether or not I should break my chain of nostalgic Sem 2 posts and blog about 中橫 while it was fresh in my mind, but then I uploaded the photos to Facebook already and if I blogged about it I would only be adding detail to my favourite moments.

(That was me persuading myself to not break the Sem 2 posts, btw) Therefore I shall resume.

The next thing that happened after Bicycle day was 社博 (Club Exhibition) and 期初社大 which roughly roughly translates to: Club Presentation at the Starting of the Semester. We had a stall during club exhibition and also a mini stage where we did 20 minute sessions. Besides that, we accepted a gig on a bigger stage, where we dressed up and everything (well, I did anyway). It's a little complicated haha, but it only shows how busy I was during that week. I had more than ten songs to learn and perform. But it was worth it.

I was going through the photos of 社博 and I found that because I passed my camera to other people, it was filled with photos I didn't take. And because my portrait lens' focus is controlled manually, most of the photos were out of focus or the lighting was weird haha. So I'll just choose the best.

It was really fun, performing on such an intimate stage, we were situated at the entrance of the exhibition so there were a constant stream of people passing by, but all they did was just pass by, hahaha. It was a challenge to see how well one could grab the attention of people wandering nearby. I still need more practice, obviously.

Besides performing, we had to hand out flyers and basically promote our club. I know this sounds weird, but I honestly like chatting with strangers.

Day two of 社博 we had the scheduled performance on the big stage. It's called 動態舞台 Action Stage (?) and I performed with Linus, Xuncheng and BJ. We did a set of three songs, the last one being Uptown Funk. As I don't have the ability to play guitar that well, I played the melodica and ukulele. I honestly really liked our performance that day. It was cute and my melodica arrangement was spot one hehe.

Setlist:
1. 關於我愛你 by 張懸 
2. 因為你 by 女孩與機器人
3. Uptown Funk by Mark Ronson ft. Bruno Mars

And behold, some badly taken phone photos. Front camera photos are absolutely horrible.

Compiling photos is such hard work, and I always start these posts with such enthusiasm but then it starts to bleed out as my laptop refuses to cooperate. So halfway through these posts I start to lose patience and then I rush to the ending. Which is exactly what I'm doing now.

期初社大 is a full performance, with different bands from Minyaotuan in the club. But that's just how our club ikes to do it. The other clubs here in NCKU all do different things as the purpose of this presentation is to attract people into our club.

I was super excited for my first ever 期初社大 in which I had a chance of performing in. Besides that, I was also the emcee for the event. Before the semester even started, I had already picked out the song I wanted to cover. I wasn't even in Taiwan when I picked out that song. Enthusiastic Noel is slightly terrifying.

And I was also asked to be the lead singer for another song. A Taylor Swift song, Begin Again. But because the weather was extremely unstable (it dropped to 16 degrees), it took a toll on my voice. I couldn't control my voice they way I liked it and it made me sound like a duck.

This is 起床歌 by 曹格 Gary Cao, he's Malaysian and I really love the bluesy, big band vibe of the original song. We wrote a little something at the starting of the song, as a contrast to the happy upbeat feel when we go into the verse.

Lyrics:
Oh oh 今晚睡不著
想起以前那個  廢物男朋友
自從失戀以後  丟掉了工作
於是我也成了... 廢物

沒錢了  媽媽又不給錢
房東又在那邊  雞雞歪歪
靠～  腰～ (哭餓)
肚子餓

I'm pretty sure there are two swear words in it but my Taiwanese friends assure me there isn't.

I don't really like Begin Again, to be honest, cause I just don't feel as strongly for the song as I do for 起床歌 but everyone told me they liked Begin Again better. Ah well.

Below are some of my favourite photos of the event

Okay, I'm sure there are plenty of photos on this post now.

I'll leave ya'll with this video of me dancing to Uptown Funk

Funky Angel

Here's To 19

You may or may not know, but I decided to hide my birthday on Facebook this year. The main reason being I wanted to experiment on my new friend in uni, see if they remembered (I did tell them a few months ago) instead of  only relying on Facebook's notification.

And I was honestly very surprised to find that a lot of my closest friends remembered! This proves that people actually care.  Mostly people only started wishing me after seeing my mother's birthday post (it has more than 150 likes now, wtf) on my wall, so at the beginning of my day, a bunch of aunties and uncles (whom I've never met) started wishing me. It was actually kinda cute haha

Anyway, I'm really grateful for all the wishes, especially the videos I received. I'll post a few soon. But first of all, I wrote a song for my nineteenth year. It's not exactly an original, but that's what I felt like writing haha.

Lyrics:
I remember
In early September
Arrived in Tainan
With my dreams and plans

Started university
Caught up in activities
And suddenly
I find I'm 19

Happy birthday to me

Remembering 18
I proclaimed myself Queen
Dyed my hair red
But I was still slightly green

Now I'm 19
All the places I've been 
The faces I've seen
My hair is actually kinda green

Happy birthday to me
Happy birthday dear Noel
Happy birthday to me

I would honestly like to thank my parents, eventhough we can't celebrate together this year, they made sure I was still treated like a princess :)

I didn't actually celebrate grandly like the previous years, all I did was to go out and makan with my brother. Here are some of the photos of the night.

Food was good and my brother belanja me so everything was well hehe.

Also in the afternoon I was chilling in our GuitarOffice and my friends gave me a kawaii cake haha. Kevin gave me a bubble blower too. It was extremely random.

My friends are so adorable haha

Speaking of adorable friends, my Homosapiens with Boobs made a video for me! It was filled with my snapchats and their love. Also filled with copyrighted material. Yiwen tried to upload it to many places but got blocked off so we spent three hours during midnight fussing over technology just to let me see the video. Her data even ran out halfway through. I love Yiwen.

And then another cute video I received was from my friends who were climbing Yushan (Jade Mountain), the highest peak in Taiwan. The video is honestly so adorable, listen closely to the other people speaking in the video. And they obviously didn't plan this, so when they suddenly started to sing the birthday song, their faces were so hilarious.

It made me very happy

Then after dinner, Xuncheng jio me out. Turns out he wrote a song for me. It was a song we wrote when we graduated from New Minyaotuan and he upgraded it. It's really nice, although you can hear me try (and fail) at harmonizing to this song haha. They lyrics are in Chinese and I damn lazy to translate lah, so just enjoy k

Lyrics:
在太夜的夜裡
有滿天的星星
看著看著喔
毛兒站起來了

太夜的夜裡
看見睡著的小狗
阿貝說牠
發了個夢

太夜的夜裡
我們對著影子彈吉他
唱著那些
充滿回憶的歌

不知不覺時間又滴答過去
荒唐虛度 太多太美有星星的夜
漂亮寶貝 妳不要哭
順著感覺去

在太夜的夜裡
有熟悉的人影
看著看著喔
心頭暖起來了

太夜的夜裡
你我訴說著心情
阿貝你曾說
你要勇敢追夢

在太夜的夜裡
躺在木舞看星星
好希望這些
不要成為過去

在每個太夜的夜裡
都有一道晨曦 
劃破夜空
提醒我們
要跨越現實前進


Of course, I can't forget all those cute and random DM's that I received, there are reasons I'm friends with all my friends. And through those DMs I remember why.

I guess, being 19 looks like it's going to be a hell of a ride :)

Thank you for being a part of it.

Nineteen Year Old Angel

Soul Seller - BJ & Co.

I hope ya'll like my Music Covers Page. Because I suppose that is what will be constantly updated on this blog once I finish a performance/competition.

Wow. That did't start this post well.

Song: Soul Seller
Singer/Band: BJ & Co.
Album: They (we?) actually wrote this song for the annual 'National Universities Intercollegiate Guitar Music Invitational' or more commonly known as The Guitar Cup

Released: 19th January 2015 (The day of the competition)
Genre: Alternative acoustic-rock (?)

There isn't a cover art but this will do

Lyrics:

In a busy day ,there's a busy man
在喧囂忙碌的一日,有著一個忙碌的人
In this crazy world, he always walks alone
在這瘋狂的世界,他總是獨自走著
He has nowhere to go .He says he is the soul seller
無處可去,他說他是個賣靈魂的人
He has nowhere to go. He’s just a soul seller
無處可去,他只不過是個販賣靈魂的人


(Woo)
There's a busy man
嘿! 那裏有個忙碌的人
He always walks alone
但他總是一個人走著
(Hahahahaha)
He says he is the soul seller
他說道 他是個賣靈魂的人
But all I see is nothing but a traveler
也不過是個 昨日的過客


Walking on the street,in this crowded city.
走在這喧囂城市的街道上
Maybe you can see a man singing to the shadows.
或許你會看見一個人在對著影子歌唱
He’ll give you everything ,And you don’t need to pay
而他將會滿足你所有，卻不收任何一毛錢
Do not fear the cost ‘cause it’ll come eventually
別害怕付出代價,因為它終將會到來
And sometimes ,you should know
而有時，你必須了解
When he uses up all his soul.
當他耗盡了靈魂
He will die again, again like you.
他將再次死去，再次 像你一樣


(Woo)
There's a man like the mist
嘿! 那裏有個像煙霧般的人
Singing a song，try’na let us know.
唱著歌，像是在告訴我們些甚麼
Listen listen listen
聽阿 聽阿
he says he is the soul seller
他說道 他是個賣靈魂的人
what is the soul seller?
究竟什麼是賣魂者?


*Chorus*
我將要成為
I’ll be the star
指引你道路的星星
Guiding your way
感受你的靈魂
Feel the presence of your soul
你是如此空虛，讓我地靈魂注入你的心靈吧
I can rid you of your hollowness

Just follow the sign
隨著它去吧
Don't suspend your steps
別停下腳步
It’s seems like nothing’s there
看似黑暗虛無
Cause your mind is much hollow
只因你也還是個未知

In a busy day ,there's a busy man
在喧囂忙碌的一日,有著一個忙碌的人
In this crazy world, he’s still walks alone
這瘋狂的世界,他總是獨自走著
But he knows where to go, cause he is the soul seller
而他知道該往何處因為他是個賣魂者
He knows where to go. He’s just a soul seller
他知道該往何處,而他只不過是個販賣靈魂的人


(Woo)
There's a busy man
嘿! 那裏有個忙碌的人
He always walked alone
但他總是一個人走著
(Hahahahaha)
We will carry on singing his ballad
我們會繼續唱著他的歌
(Woo)
A never ending song.
一首無盡的歌

*Chorus*

Oh yeah I’m the soul seller
是的我就是其中一個賣魂者

Just follow the rhythm like I'm a piper
跟隨我吧 如同我是個吹笛者一般
I will lead you in a timeless dance
如此一來 一切將永不停止
And you will become a soul seller
而你將會成會賣魂者
Igniting sparks among sleeping hearts
蔓延，如星火燎原般
Jolting them awake from their soulless shells
思考著 並且同時迎向重生

Noel's Lyric Interpretation:

Hi. I don't see how I can interpret the lyrics for you. You see, I've been told many times about the story behind this song, but I never really seemed to get it. I pretend that I do, to please the dude who wrote the melody and the backbone of the song (his name is BJ ((not joking k)) and he's the tallest singer in the video), but I honestly don't. 

Mainly because he chose the words 'Soul Seller' for this song. I mean, legit. Where is your soul? But then he starts ranting about how the soul is a metaphor for ideas, opinions, and basically thought. And how that we all are soul sellers and we are supposed to spread the idea and inspire. But him being a typical Taiwanese, couldn't write English for a dollar's worth. I'm not being high and mighty (God knows how many grammar mistakes I've made on this blog alone), but when I read the first English draft of the song, I pulled him aside and told him I had to fix his grammar and vocabulary mistakes before I lost my mind. I suppose that's how I got involved in this song. Me, being a freshman, involved in a national competition? Absolutely unheard of. But then again, the whole club's English level needs work. 

I supposed I approached him too early because he told he was consult Teacher Noel sooner or later (I swear the whole guitar club calls me that when I correct their pronunciation and grammar). Perhaps I should have waited a little longer but horrid grammar makes my toes curl in agony. 

So I fixed the lyrics. There are still some parts I find grammatically incorrect and nonsensical but BJ refused to change and I couldn't find a better substitute, can you spot them? And during their pre-competition meeting, all the seniors shut up about the lyrics when BJ mentioned I already fixed it. Before that, they couldn't stop picking the bones of his lyrics hahaha. 

But to tell you the truth. I absolutely love this song. The melody is simply haunting, and the idea behind the song is actually quite good. I love how the song gives an image of a busy market in my mind. I can't believe I took part in this song, even though I was just being a Grammar Nazi. 

I told BJ I was going to write a short story based on this song, cos the image in my mind was just too vivid, too malleable. But I suppose he got caught up with the idea and he kept feeding me his ideas and he expanded his universe to something like the Lord Of The Rings, cause we watched The Hobbit before we fixed the lyrics. I'm probably just going to stick with a short story. 

Oh oh oh! I almost left out the most important bit! THE SONG GOT 6TH PLACE IN THE SONGWRITING CATEGORY OF THE COMPETITION. I'm sososososososooso proud. I was only like a speck of dust in the production of this song but I'm still bursting with pride. I'm not even sure why. I just love this song so much. I think it deserved better results but alas, Taiwan is a mandarin-centered country, many people question my presence there, I suppose an English song will not shine as bright and touch as many people as a Mandarin song. 

I've been shoving this song in many of my friends' faces recently. And I'm not done yet. I can't get over how good this song is and I'm just proud proud proud. I wish that I will be able to write songs as good as this in the future. Soon. Soon. Soon. 

:)

Love Is Easy - McFly

Song: Love Is Easy
Singer/Band: McFly
Album: Memory Lane: The Best Of McFly

Released: 18 November 2012
Genre: Pop-Rock

Original Cover Art

Lyrics & Chords:

Intro:

C
Do do do do do do

D7
Do do do do do do

F     G        C
Do do do do do do


Verse 1:

C                              D7
Today I'm laughing the clouds away

                        F
I hear what the flowers say

                    C
Drink every drop of rain


      C                      D7
And I see places that I have been

                        F
In ways that I've never seen

                        C
My side of the grass is green


Pre-chorus:

                         G
Oh, I can't believe that it's so simple

            G
It feels so natural to me


Chorus:

F          C                 G
If this is love then love is easy

         Am     G        F
It's the easiest thing to do

           C                    G
If this is love, then loves completes me

         Am                  G       F
Cause it feels like I've been missing you


           C
A simple equation

              G                        F
With no complications, to leave you confused

           D7
If this is love love love

F            F (stop)
Ooh it's the easiest thing to do

Middle:

C
Do do do do do do

D7
Do do do do do do

F     G        C
Do do do do do you


Verse 2:

C                   D7
Feel the way that I do

                         F
Do I turn the grey skies blue?

                        C
Make dirty streets look new?


              C
And the birds sing

                       D7
Tweedily tweet dee dee dee

                 F
Tweedily dee dee dee

                                 C
And now I know exactly what they mean


Pre-chorus 2:

                         G
Oh, I can't believe that it's so simple

            G
It feels so natural to me


Chorus 2:

F          C                 G
If this is love then love is easy

         Am     G        F
It's the easiest thing to do

           C                    G
If this is love, then loves completes me

         Am                  G       F
Cause it feels like I've been missing you


           C
A simple equation

              G                        F
With no complications, to leave you confused

           D7
If this is love love love

F            G
Ooh it's the easiest thing to do


Middle:

C
Do do do do do do

D7
Do do do do do do

F     G        C
Do do do do do do


C
Do do do do do do

D7
Do do do do do do

F     G        C
Do do do do do do


Bridge:

C
Woohoo woohoo woo

D7
Woohoo woohoo woo

F               C
Woohoo woohoohoohoo


Chorus 3:

F          C                 G
If this is love then love is easy

         Am     G        F
It's the easiest thing to do

           C                    G
If this is love, then loves completes me

         Am                  G       F
Cause it feels like I've been missing you


           C
A simple equation

              G                        F
With no complications, to leave you confused

           D7
If this is love love love

F            (nc)
Ooh it's the easiest thing to do


Outro:


C
Do do do do do do

Bm7
Do do do do do do

F     G        C
Do do do do do do

C
Do do do do do do

Bm7
Do do do do do do

F     G        C
Do do do do do you?

Tabbed by BJ/ Lyrics taken from ultimate-guitar.com and modified

Noel's Lyric Interpretation: 
This is a pretty simple song telling you how simple love is. We didn't really change much of the song except for the guitar solo. You can say it's a little more chill than the original but meanwhile it's not as chill as the dougie version.

♪  ♫  ♪  ♫  ♪  ♫  ♫  ♪  ♫  ♪  ♫  ♪

Hello hello hello hello hello. I'm not exactly back. Joyanne demanded me post this to my blog so here you have it.

I should probably introduce my bandmates cos they're all really talented people. From the left, 勳承, Xun Cheng aka Cockroachman (I actually christianed him Vincent but he doesn't seem to buy into that name), he's really good on guitar and his voice is deep and husky (he's annoying tho). Next on, 巧思, Sarah Pan, she's SUCH A CUTIEPIE, like legit the sweetest person ever, even her voice feels like it's candy-coated. And on my left,  奕融, Allan, he's really sweet and nice too and his voice is somewhere between husky and phlegmy (???) but his harmonization is usually on point. They're all really good people and I'm so happy to be able to be in a band together with them.

I don't really think I should apologize for being MIA because I honestly have been busy just living. If you truly want to know about my daily shenanigans, you should follow me on instagram (@noelhasfeathers) which update when something interesting happens.

I really really really really want to tell you all about NCKU's guitar club and the exclusive group I auditioned for (minyaotuan) but I REALLY DON'T HAVE TIME. My studies and my social life are dangling on a line here.

However, I will try to post as many of my performances here because well, I don't really have any other place to show them off.

So bye for now.

Jet Lag - Simple Plan feat. Natasha Bedingfield

Song: Jet Lag
Singer/Band: Simple Plan feat. Natasha Bedingfield
Album: Get Your Heart On!

Released: April 25th 2011
Genre: Pop-Rock

Original Cover Art

Lyrics & Chords: 
C     G    F
Ohh, ohhh

C     G    F
Ohh, ohhh

So jet-lagged.

Verse 1:
C                          F
What time is it where you are?

I miss you more than anything
C                         F
Back at home you feel so far

Waiting for the phone to ring


Pre-chorus:
Am                                
It's getting lonely living upside down
F
I don't even wanna be in this town
Am                                  G
Trying to figure out the time zones making me crazy


Chorus:
                C
You say good morning
             F
When it's midnight
       Am
Going out of my head
G
Alone in this bed
    C             F
I wake up to your sunset
Am
It's driving me mad
   G
I miss you so bad
         C    C     F 
And my heart heart, heart is so jet lagged
  Am    Am     G
Heart heart, heart is so jet lagged
  C     C      F                    Am     G
Heart heart, heart is so jet lagged

So jet lagged

Intro:
C     G    F
Ohh, ohh

Verse 2:
C                         F
What time is it where you are?

5 more days and I'll be home
C                           F
I keep your picture in my car

I hate the thought of you alone


Pre-chorus:
Am
I've been keeping busy all the time
F
Just to try to keep you off my mind
Am                                  G
Trying to figure out the time zones making me crazy


Chorus:
              C
You say good morning
          F
When it's midnight
      Am
Going out of my head
G
Alone in this bed
      C             F
I wake up to your sunset
           Am
And it's driving me mad
    G
I miss you so bad
        C      C      F
And my heart heart, heart is so jet lagged
Am    Am    G
Heart heart, heart is so jet lagged
C       C      F                       Am Am   G
Heart heart, heart is so jet lagged

So jet lagged

C
Ohh, ohhh
F
Ohh, ohhh

Bridge:
C
I miss you so bad (I miss you so bad)
F
I miss you so bad (I miss you so bad)
C
I miss you so bad (I wanna share your horizon)
F
I miss you so bad (And see the same sun rising)
C                                                 F
I miss you so bad (And turn the hour hand back to when you were holding me)


Chorus:

You say good morning

When it's midnight
Am
Going out of my head
G
Alone in this bed
   C               F
I wake up to your sunset
          Am
And it's driving me mad,
G
I miss when
           C
You say good morning
          F
But it's midnight
       Am
Going out of my head
 G
Alone in this bed
    C              F
I wake up to your sunset
          Am
And it's driving me mad
 G
I miss you so bad
         C    C       F
And my heart heart, heart is so jet lagged
  Am  Am    Gm
Heart heart, heart is so jet lagged
  C     C      F                      Am Am  G
Heart heart, heart is so jet lagged

So jet lagged
 C    G   F
Ohh, ohhh  (so jet lagged)

Taken from ultimate-guitar.com and modified

Noel's Lyric Interpretation:
Obviously I don't need to interpret the lyrics. What with all the "I miss you so bad"s. So I guess I wanted to let you guys know how me and Joy interpreted this song... Musically. So here's how it goes. If you've heard the original song, you know it starts off with this riff that is so addictive, and you also know that Noel can't play that because she sucks at practicing. It also continues with lots and lots of drum bashing which is so upbeat and happy eventhough they miss each other so bad. So we decided to slow it down and do a chill cover. Obvs, with my new baby Jewel (yes, I named my uke Jewel),

♪  ♫  ♪  ♫  ♪  ♫  ♫  ♪  ♫  ♪  ♫  ♪

So, do you guys actually like hearing us sing? Do we actually sound good? Because to me, I sound like a cheese grater. And I'm not even joking k.

Well, this video wouldn't be possible without the help of the faaaaaaaabulous Joylene!
Check her out and support her, cause she's really good at what she's doing k?
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I hope you guys liked the cover, because I already shared it on my blog once, for my post-result post: SPM.

Maybe I should 'update more about my friends because they're so interesting'. Pfft. Don't get me started on this anonymous question on my ask.fm.

So, till the next song, I guess.

Jet Lagged Angel

Kantoi - Zee Avi

Song: Kantoi
Singer/Band: Zee Avi
Album: Zee Avi (Self-Titled)
Released: 2009
Genre: Indie, Folk

Original Album Cover

 

Lyrics & Chords:

C : 332010
C#: 443020
G?: 320013

Intro: C C# G


      C                     G7
Semalam I call you, you tak answer.
                          C
You kata you keluar pergi dinner.
                           F
You kata you keluar dengan kawan you.
           C               G7             C
But when I called Tommy he said it wasn't true.

     C                    G7
So I drove my car pergi Damansara.
                        C
Tommy kata maybe you tengok bola.
                       F
Tapi bila I sampai you, you tak ada.
  C     G7       C
Lagilah I jadi gila.

     C                            G7
So I called and called sampai you answer.
                               C
You kata sorry sayang tadi tak dengar.
                              F
My phone was on silent, I was at the gym.
       C               G7             C
Tapi latar belakang suara perempuan lain.

     F     G7     C
Sudahlah sayang, I don't believe you.
            F               G7               C
I've always known that your words were never true.
       F      G7         C
Why am I with you, I pun tak tahu.
   Am7          C                    G7
No wonderlah my friends pun tak suka you.

     C                           G7
So I guess that's the end of our story.
                                  C
Akhir kata, she accepted his apology.
                               F
Tapi last last kita dapat tahu she was cheating too.
         C              G          G? G
With her ex-boyfriend's best friend,
   C
Tommy.


Kantoi!

Taken from ultimate-guitar.com and modified

Noel's Lyric Interpretation:

The lyrics of this song are written in 'Manglish' according to a website. But no, sweets. It's not. It's a mixture of Malay and English. Basically the lyrics are about the singer's boyfriend who is cheating on her. He's a liar, a cheater and completely shameless. And at the bridge, the singer expresses how she feels about this which is: nuh-uh *head shake* Then towards the end, there is a twist! Turns out the girl the boy was cheating with was cheating on him too, WITH HIS BEST FRIEND TOMMY. KANTOI! (This word basically means: Caught red-handed, which is... Well, the whole song summed up.)

I really love this song. The folk, jazzy feel of this song gives you a I've-Had-Enough-of-Your-Sh*t-Good-Riddance-You-Cheating-Sucker feel. And I think the twist in the end makes it perfect, showcasing how karma bites you in the ass. Zee Avi is really a talented songwriter, being able to tell a story in a carefree song. I can't even write an interesting novel jeez.

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Who i s Zee Avi? Only one of the most talented Malaysian musicians that's who. Actually, you don't need to know who she is. You need to listen. Her voice is just heaven.

Here's me trying to be Zee Avi. Ada feel tak?

I suppose no one requested this song. I just figured it sounded nice with my voice (no high notes yes) and decided to play my guitar which has been silently collecting dust under my bed.

And I've tried recording myself for the other songs people have requested like: Every Chance We Get We Run - David Guetta, Home - Gabrielle Aplin, Rock N' Roll - Avril Lavigne... It's hard to practice and then sing and then record y'know. Especially when I'm doing it all by myself. And it's even worse because I don't sound good. I can't sing. I just like to.

And I apologize for not writing anything recently. But every time I open my drafts, I stare at the points I've jotted down, the ideas that sounded so good in my head. And I just hit against this huge brick wall. It's not a writer's block. It's just that I lost my ladder to climb the wall. And I'll find it soon. I just need a little bit of time to let my thoughts drift.

I suddenly realize that I am terribly vain.

Oh well.

I Youtube too.

Kantoi Angel