Something in My Heart that Can't get out.

I fell so underachieved. Yeah, I do. I fell like a failure. Unable to achieve anything. I don't know how to express myself!!!! Its so FRUSTRATING.

To think myself as a little genius. Able to write perfectly. I have loads of ideas. But, I'm just to freaking lazy to write them out. I really really am LAZY.

Maybe that's the solution to ALL my problems? My stupid laziness? O.o I don't know.

Mum keeps nagging me. Its for my own good. I know... But of course i don't like it. it sucks. Like freaking hell. My BM sucks. My Chinese sucks. My Maths sucks. My History sucks. My Geography sucks. Everything about me sucks.

*sigh*

SO MANY THOUGHTS IN MY HEAD... BUT NO WORDS TO EXPRESS








I wanna CRY