Results... T.T

Oh well, I gotta face it anyway. Results are results and I've got myself to blame for what I get. So here goes.

Bahasa Malaysia (Malay)== 74% 

Bahasa Inggeris (English)== 88%

Bahasa Cina (Chinese)== 75%

Mathematics== 76%

Science== 77%

Sejarah (History)== 76%

Geografi (Geography)== 85%

Pendidikan Moral (Moral)== 70%

Kemahiran Hidup (Dunno how to translate)== 94%

Pendidikan Seni (Art)== 86%

Pendidikan Jasmani dan Kesihatan (Physical Education)== Probably an A or a B

Pendidikan Sivik (Civics)==84%

Sucks doesn't it? You might be thinking. Hey! Its great! You should be happy and grateful! You didn't fail anything!

Yeah ****ing Right


I know it sucks so I have to really deal widdit. 


Why?

I hadn't studied hard enough. Duh. That's why I have such terrible results.

Maybe you're just not a straight A student?


Yeah. Maybe I'm not. But... I want to be. Everyone thinks I can... so... Can I?

My BM... OMG... It sucks. I even go for tuition... and.... what the Hell?!

Ok. Don't talk about BM. Lets talk about Science and Maths.

Well, believe it or not, I cried when I got my Science and Maths results. I did. I started adding my marks up for Science and I couldn't believe how much wrong I got. There were red marks all over the place. I was shocked. My Science was usually top notch. *sigh* So, i started tearing in class. Then, during Maths period. I cried yet AGAIN. The teacher even came to my table and asked me what I was crying for. I shrugged and she said it was just results. I should've tried better. Whatever.

I don't wanna talk about my results anymore. It sucks. It hurts. Its a bloody shame. I'm not the genius I thought I was. OK. Its time to face the freaking truth. It sucks, yeah. Goddamnit. Its hurts like hell!!!

Oh, I got no. 4 in class and no. 14 in the whole form. Mum threatened me again that I must get top 10 or I'll get changed to my bro's school agian... ****