My L*VE Life?

Hey my dear humans... This Angel has got her brain bust with Geo facts... =] I don't really think it's much use in real life... I know it HAS it's use... But... yeah.. XD

So, have you guys ever really wondered? Why my blog is filled with stuff from music, friends, pengawas, school and scouts stuff but never EVER about my L*OVE life? =]

The thing is, my parents read my blog... =.= I'm not really happy bout it cuz its considered as invading my privacy and that is so not cool. Plus, my mum has Facebook too, so yeah, I'm not a happy Angel.

So, I'm not bothering anymore... *sigh* ok... Here goes...

There's this boy... Yeah, maybe the whole world already knows I like this boy... But I'm gonna tell you anyways... His name? Hmmm... You might wanna find out yourselves.... ;] I've had a crush on him since... well, since standard 4... Which is when I was (10...)... >< and I started it cuz I had nothing better to do and I thought he was cute... Hahahha... He was a menace last time... The troublemaker... I was sitting so far away from him in class then... And J was just sitting behind him!!! Oh, I remember thinking what I would do! Just to sit next to him!!! =] Then, when I confessed to J bout my crush... She said she had a crush on him before too... But then she told my it kinda wore off... So I kinda went and had a really really schoolgirly crush on him... Hahaha~ it was kinda cute...

Standard 5... Well... It gets a little confusing here cuz I used to keep a diary/notebook which I wrote in school... But now, I can't find it... I used to write bout school life and shit like that... *life before blogging...* And I shared it with my besties... =]

Then, standard 6... That was the most incredible yet confusing days of my life... Not counting this year...

Ok, well, my crush started to get a little over the board when nearly the whole class (and even teacher =.=) knew bout my crush... And of course, he too, knew about it... I wasn't sure it was a good thing or not... But I went along with it... Then, around the middle of the year, he announced that he liked my friend who was very very close to me... Yeah well, that kinda broke my heart and made me sad... But i decided to pretend it was everything was okay and just went along with it. My friend was nice. She kept saying that she didn't like him and that did not help. And i just smiled and went along with it.

Then, hey presto! He starts to fall for me... Its a bit hazy. I don't really remember when, I just remember that he did. And then, well, nothing really special... Just that he gave me a jar of stars which he folded himself and a dolphin when he went to a school trip I didn't go too... It was a cute/sweet relationship we had... But that was going to turn quite sour...

Singapore trip. Need I say anymore? It was a nightmare trip. First of all, I had to go through so much freaking trouble just to get there... Mum even calling the stupid PRINCIPLE... Then, when I got there... Zi Qing (my friend I mentioned?) was being queen bee cuz her relationship with our own 6B dai gor (boss) has just started blossoming... I was jealous and slightly disgusted but couldn't stop myself from being envious too...

Then we played truth or dare... Well, I suggested we do it cuz i was damned bored. So we did it. And well, J asked him wether he really likes me or not. His answer was very vague... I can't remember. All I know was that he said that he was a flirt and he only likes to play... Telling me to give up? I don't know. The memory is very hazy because everytime I think about it, I push it away. I just knew that I ignored him throughout the whole trip and I couldn't stop listening to the song-ＭＹ　ＨＡＰＰＹ　ＥＮＤＩＮＧ. Yeah, I was being Emo...

Well well well... Thats a little too much isn't it? I've revealed a lot bout myself to you...

And... There's more... =]