Confused

Did you see my post? The last one? It was filled with sugar rush right? Well... (Warning!) This is NOT.

Read this.
I felt sad about how we became... But I feel more stupid to think that you really love me...
Yes, we have been together, but after all, you don't care. You don't love me, not even like me... you said that I was selfish... But aren't you? Just because you're lonely, but that doesn't mean you can pick me up, and then throw me down so hard. I just want to apologize for the trouble caused to you.
Sorry


That... Really... Hurt...


But I don't even know if its pointed to me. 


I don't want it to. 


I cried for this. 


I need an explanation...