Midnight

Look at the time. Oh God, it's 2.50a.m.. Why am I not asleep? Asking myself the same thing too. =[

I woke up at 2.30a.m.. Head was itchy. That was weird cuz Its not like I didn't wash it or anything. You know what time I thought it was? 5a.m. Cuz that's when I usually wake up.

I had this annoying feeling of being very hot and flustered and I just couldn't get back to sleep. Hate this feeling. Pisses me off. So, I decided I'd write my blog. Oh God, I love this blog. Honestly. 


It's the middle of the night. Everyone's asleep. I'm the only one awake. 

The Dark, Dark Night

I've kinda decided that I'll blog about my studies. I haven't quite updated on that in a while.

Co-curriculums are finally receding! *phew* There are no more MAJOR co-co activities anymore! Just maybe some minor ones. I finally have time to sit in class and listen to teacher. Though... My homework? That's another story... *evil laughs*

Trials for PMR (Penilaian Menengah Rendah, some major test we're having) are coming soon. In fact, they're next month! Oh God. Reality Check. Am I ready? Am I? I can say I'm always ready for English. Duh. But for them other subjects? Bahasa Melayu? Chinese? Science? Maths? Sejarah? Geografi? Kemahiran Hidup?

*sigh*

Even Puiyan started studying. =[  This proves just how undedicated I am.

Okay, question time.

Are you prepared for PMR?


Excellent question. No excellent answer. Of course I'm not. Have loads to study. Loads more of stuff for me to understand. Especially Maths. *Grrrrr*

How many A's do you wish to score in PMR?


How many? ALL All 8 subjects. I believe I can do it! All I need to do now, is to focus on my Maths and Chinese. Hope the tuition helps. 

Are you gonna shut up and study like Puiyan?

Hell Yeah. I shall start NEXT WEEK. On Monday. I'm being serious here. No more dilly-dallying. I am gonna use the time in between tuitions to study my f**king ASS off. Gonna do all them exercises till I'm foaming in the mouth.

Are you going to slack off? Like how you usually do?


Oh, for God's sake. Don't ask me that. I think I will. I always do. But then. I HAVE to start working hard. Its midyear already. I have no more excuses. I HAVE HAVE HAVE HAVE to! I need to prove to Mum that I can do it. That I'm BETTER than my brother. Just because I'm the second child doesn't mean I'm dumber. I NEED THIS! 

*PHEW* Studying!

So, see my determination? See it right there? Yeah, being a 15 year-old Malaysian sucks. But its gonna rule when I get my results. =]


Oh yeah. That means starting from Monday. No more Internet. So sorry, guys. So sorry blog. So sorry YOU. =] Although maybe I can't resist and I'll update this blog. I promise I'll B.O.P (Blogging on Paper) though. Tee-Hee. But seriously? No more facebook. Just hope I don't die of suffocation. 


Gotta sleep. Got a stupid chinese Debate tommorow. 


Determined Angel