A Friend No More

Today is a Sunday. Well, nothing special to report about.

Woke up at 9.30a.m. Well, at least that was when dad came into my room to wake me up. As usual, I lagged off in bed for 15 minutes. Then, it was too late. Bro got into the loo before me. Didn't sound so bad eh? Well, he spends dunno how many minutes in there doing God-knows-what. Anyway, brushed my teeth, washed my face, smothered some stuff on my face which is rumored to fight pimples off my face leaving it smooth and moisturized. As far as I know, its not working. After that, I pulled on my skinny jeans and a Tee which said- OMG LOL.

When I went downstairs, it was late. 10.00a.m. Haha. You could see that bro was pissed. Anyway, we made it to church so that was the point. Sunday school... Lunch at Mcdonalds ...

Then, here comes the slightly interesting part. I has to go to L's house. Just to get a logbook from PH. Well, you could say that I don't like L. She was one of my best friends during primary. She was very sweet. But just recently, I discovered how bitchy she is. As we are both scouts and neighbors, she has made it my duty to take her to school for scouts.

Sure, she is extremely polite to my mum with her sweet mouth and all. Sure she's not very rich. Sure she's had not an easy life.

SO WHAT

I can tell you. She's super polite in front of my mum. Always making small conversations with me in the car. Then, what happens?? She reaches school and forgets about me. oh, she didn't forget bout me, she just doesn't have time for me. What with her showing off like mad in front of the seniors and the popular people in scouts. I'm not popular at scouts. Well known for my weird name? Yes. Popular among the seniors? No. In their eyes, I'm probably just an English-speaking-lazy-guitar-playing-weird-gal. Who cares?

Back to what I was talking about. She's not rich. That is a fact. Her dad is just a hawker whilst her mum just stays at home to care for her 5 daughters whilst doing odd jobs. But did that make me look down on her? No. I was extra good to her. Then, what happened?? She came to school one day (after she resigned as a Pengawas, off course) wearing an ultra tight skirt (customized), thick-framed glasses (the most fashionable kind) and a fringe to top it off. And there she is, complaining she's penniless. Do you know how much a customization for a pinafore costs?? RM40. She could've bought 2 dresses with that money for God's sake!!! And those glasses? RM20++. And her fringe? Ok, to be frank, having a fringe is not a crime. But she used to not like a fringe!!! It's her own choice. She thinks she can fit in just like that. Doesn't she know doesn't have to have go get a 'cool' haircut to fit in? Plus, all these stuff cost money. And you keep complaining to people that you're broke.

Yeesh. What a joke.

So I went to her house. I didn't want to at first. But our penolong pemimpins' were there and I had to get some info on my logbook, so I went. It was an extremely boring experience. Her house was a mess. And there were loads of people there. I didn't even bother to look at L.

I know I'm being rude, but she really pissed me off, big time... Cuz it really hurts to feel a friend do this to you. What is this? Evolution? Betrayal? Take your pick. The conclusion's the same. Hatred+Tears. It breaks my heart to see a friend change this way. I keep thinking back to how she was. Unable to accept what she is now.

Why do people have to change??!! I can certainly tell you she has made an ENEMY