First Day of School 2013 and Also My Lame Resolutions

*SHAKES MAH BOOTY* Happy New Year Everyone! :D I'm only slightly late. I realize I've been non-existent all throughout December. Well, basically it's because December is a month for cheer, celebration and travel for me. Basically I was too... Busy? I don't think I was that busy, I'm not that fabulous but I guess... Yeah. *shrugs*

So I actually wanted to blog about my First Day In School 2013, and also my New Year's Resolutions 2013. So yeah. This post is gonna be lengthy. But I'll put some pretty pictures of me in uniform below, I swear xD

2012 is over. Whoa. It was just like yesterday when I typed out my New Year's Resolutions for 2012. Which you can read if you click the coloured words. It was honestly extremely silly. Well, none of it came true. LOL. Funny.

You actually missed out on a lot of my December. I don't think I'll get the chance to update now that school has restarted :( So... Maybe when SPM is over I'll do it xD

Back to the point, you easily distracted human!

First day of School 2013. It was great. I'm actually re-reading the Tweets I tweeted because I have a goldfish memory. And also because I had an awesome afternoon nap and it made me forget stuff like what happened at school.

Oh yes, you can read my First Day Of School 2012 in the coloured words (click it!)

I woke up today early as usual, 5.15am. Well, I got up at 5.45am. You see, there is a difference between get up and wake up ;) And I had breakfast. I actually downed a cup of boiling hot Milo because I was worried I might not make it on my van. And then after sweating from the heat of the Milo for 10 minutes, I realized that my house clock is 5 minutes faster. I wanted to slap myself.

So my van arrived and I had a nerve wrecking 20 minutes ride to school. Mainly because I'm not used to being late. And also because I am not supposed to be late. I'm a Ketua Kumpulan and it's my job to brief them every morning. Thankfully everyone was busy today, so I wasn't picked for my un-punctuality. Bro can't send me to school anymore because he's done with Form 6. So yeah. I'm gonna have a panic attack every morning.

Assembly was waddafork. I had a stomachache halfway through and I escaped to the toilet. Thankfully it was the first day and the toilets were reasonably clean. And it was so peaceful there. I'm not saying I'm that kind of weirdo who enjoys the presence of human excretion but the school toilets were far away from the Assembly Hall and it was like I was cut off from the world, because I was alone in the toilet, doing my business. I actually stayed longer than I should've in the toilet. Because I needed to calm down. And to think. And also because I enjoy running away from my problems.

So after Assembly, we went back into our classrooms. Yep. We have classrooms now. NO MORE FLOATING! Woo hoo! But of course, our whole 5 Daisi 2's excitement and joy was short lived when we found out that our classrooms were on the third floor. And it had no fans (the turning kind lah, not the human kind), because the school was installing new roofs. Yeap. Imagine us Prefects, finally escaped the chaos of assembly, climbed 3 flights of stairs, to reach our classroom and find out we had no fans. Or enough tables. Gahh. I was sweaty. So so sweaty. And the available chairs were all dusty from the renovations. Yup. Imagine my joy. *Rolls eyes*

Well, recess was okay. I actually talked with a Form 3 junior and apparently according to my Penolong (assistant) she was mumbling curses at me afterwards. Pfft. Little girl, learn some manners, please. I didn't even scold you. *Rolls eyes*

I like my Form Teacher. She teaches me Additional Maths, and I will try my best to pay attention this year. I have a feeling I can achieve it :)

Oh guess what? I'm sitting beside Phuah Shelvin again this year. I have been, for 4 years straight. That's long. And I'm sick of her face xD Nah, joke, I love this shortie ;) And Dhipa, Ashley, YiWen and Hui Ying are all same class with me! :D And of course those people I same class since Form 1: Queeny and Esther xD Sick of you all!

But of course, I'm not in the same class with Joyanne :'( It's the bloody curse, I tell you. In Primary me and Joyanne shared the same class for 5 years. And when we went to Secondary, me and Joyanne spent 5 years apart. See? The CURSE!

Ahahah! Okay, I'm delirious. We got a new monitor! Because both of our old monitors decided to betray their Monitorial Board and join us Prefects instead. xD Ahahahah! Joke! Chillax, Monitors out there!

Okay, one more funny conversation between me, Phuah and Dhipa in our classroom.

Me: "So Phuah, what's your New Year's Resolutions for this year?"
Phuah: "I don't know. Haven't really thought of it."
Dhipa suddenly barges in: "Hey guys! Check out my new book. Because it's SPM year so I've got to be more neat and organized." She then shows off her book to us. It's actually something like a diary, with boxes that has the date in it so you can note down what happened or what's gonna happen on that day.
Phuah: "So what you gonna do with the book?"
Dhipa: "I'm gonna write down all my homework in here. See these little boxes?" She then writes down what teacher was saying into the box.
Phuah: "I don't think it's gonna work Dhipa, the box is so small. How you gonna fit all the homework inside?"
Dhipa: *shows Phuah the 'enough' sign*
Me: "And how long will you keep it up..?"
*Moment of silence*
Then we all burst out laughing.

Oh gosh, I love my friends xD

Now for my resolutions :)

1. STUDY HARD. No more dilly-dallying. It's only SPM, as Bro likes to say. I can do it!
2. Get Confirmed. You don't wanna let God down ;)
3. Love my family more and try not to anger my parents anymore.
4. Get into STARSTRUCK 2013 at Stuff@School! (Results coming out tomorrow! *Nervous*)
5. Get your Add Maths right. Don't waste time on unecessary things. 
6. Smile at everyone. Try to make wrong things right. 
7. Keep fit. Try to shed off the Christmas Fat. Swim!
8. Participate moderately in Prefects and Scouts. Focus on Academics!
9. Don't skip classes.
10. Practice piano. Grade 8 is in August. 

Yeah. No comment. :P

Now for the pictures I promised. Yeah I stole them from last year. Sue me lah!

I think I look pretty here. HAH. 

Facebook is too bloody slow. Gah. Sorry. No more photos!

It's midnight!!!!

Oh no.

Good night! :P

Schooling Angel

Stuff@School Stage 2

Hi, Humans! *Steps aside as you shower rocks upon me* What? Don't give me that look. I realize I've been missing since Big Bad Wolf struck. Well, don't. Don't cry! I didn't do it on purpose!

I was overseas at Thailand and I spent my Christmas with my Grandparents as usual in my hometown, Changlun, Kedah. SO I DIDN'T HAVE THE CHANCE TO BLOG.

Forgive me? :'(

So do you see the photo up there? The one where my name is spelled out gigantically? I made it. I'm proud to say. :)

But of course, I stole borrowed the background picture off Tumblr. It's so grungy, right? I basically added the words myself. My family and friends helped me a lot with the words. Cause well, I can't see my own 'good qualities' :P

It's actually for Stuff@School, which is a pullout from The Star Newspaper, focused on teens still at school. And they have this #StarStruck2013 program. It's a program where teens all over Malaysia get to sign up and they get to be journalists for this specific pullout.

AND I AM PROUD TO ANNOUNCE THAT I MADE IT THROUGH THE FIRST STAGE!!! *CONFETTI*

I was supposed to send a 500 word article that screamed PICK ME! And as usual, I ended up sending it on the last day. Then i realized that they actually extended the deadline! But nevertheless, I wrote a poem. Here it is.

I have a voice. 

I want to voice it out. 

I want to make a change in this world. 

I have a dream.

I want to live it out. 

I want to be more than just a girl.

I have a spirit.

I want to seek out the truth

I want to set it free and soar.

I have an idea.

Why not you put me through.

So you can read more? 

Peace out and Peace be with you.

Hmmm. I'm unsure what mood I was in when I was writing this. Desperate? BadAss? Lol, I don't know :P

So then I was super ecstatic when I found out I made it through on Christmas Eve! I saw it HERE! <-- clicky="clicky" p="p">
Yes, so I had to make a graphic with my name on it. And it had to scream out my good qualities. Umm. Yeah.

So apparently I'm supposed to ask people to LIKE this on facebook :/ I don't like this act. I think it screams desperation. Because my juniors and camwh*res do it alot on Facebook and I find it downright annoying. But then on the other hand, I'm terrified that I wont make it through the next round. Oh gosh. Dilemma dilemma dilemma. :(

So yeah. Here's the link:

Noel's StarStruck2013 Graphic Entry

Okay. I'm beat. I'll try to blog about Chiang Rai soon. Meanwhile, here's a nice picture of me. Because it's my blog, that's why.

Okay. Bye. 

I'm so nervous. 

Angel

Not Being a Straight-A Student

So I just went online to check my results for Finals cause my wonderfully diligent hardworking and loving form teacher asked us to do it.

You can check your results here too :
CLICK IF YOU DARE

So... Its disappointing.

I failed two subjects, *gasp! shock! horror!* Moral and Additional Mathematics. I have a long story on the Moral thing (I WAS BLOODY NOT SUPPOSED TO FAIL, DAMNIT) but I have decided not to dwell on the past. I expected to fail Additional Mathematics. I hate Maths, everybody knows that. And I didn't work hard. And I hate myself for doing that. #TheWheelsOnTheBusGoesRoundAndRound

I have a jumbled mess of C's and B's. Wonderful. Hearbreakingly, I did not get an A for all my Science subjects. Not even an A-. The highest I have is a B+ for my Physics. And the worst is a C+ for my Biology. And a very sad B for my Chemistry. Oh yay.

Oh and my A's? Ugh. Don't even talk about it. I have no A's. Only 2 A-'s Sejarah (History) and Modern Mathematics and one A+, which is of course, English.

Yay I got an A+ in English. Yay me. Ugh. I don't even feel happy. I got 93% for English. Sadly. Its not the highest in class. You might laugh at me for my petty complaints and ask me to be grateful. But honestly, I AM NOT HAPPY WITH MY ENGLISH RESULTS. I lost to a boy and a girl (they both got 94%). And I simply hate the fact that they only got higher than me because they got ONE more mark in Paper II. Ugh.

Well, I promised myself that I would post my essay here. Even-though I only got 45/50 for my essay.

The Most Unusual Day

  It was a mild Sunday morning and I had just finished reading the storybook, Thumbelina. I was daydreaming about being small and having adventures of my own on the front porch steps when a slight breeze drifted past and I sneezed. 

  ''Oh Dear,'' I said to myself ''mustn't be catching a cold now, I have school tomorrow.''

So I stood up and walked into the house, to Father's workshop. Father was a doctor but he didn't use pills and modern medicine. Oh no, Father uses his self-cooked-traditional-concoctions made from herbs. He claims that modern technology medicine will only worsen your sickness. He was out scavenging for herbs in the forest today so I simply grabbed a few bottles and drank a mouthful from each.

  A nap would be nice, I thought to myself. Having no parents around the house was such a glee. I opened my bedroom door and was greeted by the sight of messiness. Mother always describes my room 'as if a bomb has exploded in it'. Well, its not my fault that my clothes are spewn all on the floor and my books seem to never be on the bookshelf, is it?

  I threw myself on the bed and shut my eyes. It was not more than a few minutes when I felt something terribly wrong. It felt as if the whole world was expanding and expanding and my body felt hot and tingly all over. What was happening? Was I dying form an unnamed case of fever? 

  I opened my eyes and was greeted by the vast celling of glow-in-the-dark stars. Was it just me or do the stars look further away? I sat up but my movement was disrupted by the mass of cloth that was before me. I felt strangely naked. Oh dear, I was naked! And my brain has just processed that it is I who has shrunk! What in the world?! 

  I stood up but tripped on my bed sheets. I then took a heart-stopping fall towards the floor of my bedroom. I surely would have had a horrific death if it had not been my dirty clothes breaking my fall. I was lucky enough to find my old doll's dress just a few paces away from me. I put it on. After all, no one likes to be naked in their own house. 

  I was pondering on what to do next when I felt something watching me. My heart beating fast, i turned around and my eyes took in the most disgusting and terrifying sight I have ever seen. It was a spider and it was as hugh as my newly shrunk body. We stared at each other for a few heartbeats, two eyes against eight. 

  My brain commanded me to flee, but my legs stood fast and refused to move. It was when the spider opened its... Claws? Jaws? Mouth? Whatever it was, I was sure that it was going to eat me with it. So, i turned and ran. I ran as quick as lightning, over the mountain of dirty clothes, towards the carpeted floor. I could feel the icky spider directly behind me. 

I was running and running when my disfunctional brain realized: 'Too late.' and that I was running to a dead corner end. I touched the merciless wooden wall, hoping for a silver of help, when I felt the spider as though it was creeping up my back. Goosebumps shivered through me as I turned to face my death.

  Its ugly face was still as ugly and it was as if I could see the hunger for kill in its eight eyes. But my eyes noticed something else. At the far right of the spider, there was a gleaming nail, almost half my shrunken height. I had no time to think. I immediately dived underneath the spider, in between its hairy legs, grabbed the nail, and speared it through its abdomen. I did not pause to watch it die but ran away as fast as I could from that dark corner. 

  I paused to rest against some of my books when I felt the wrong feeling all over again. I felt the hotness and the tingly-ness again. Was I going to shrink again? Was I going to explode? I didn't know, but I managed to get the dress I was wearing off before I trembled and fainted on the floor. 

  When I opened my eyes again, my head was near the bookshelf and I was laying stark naked again. I tried to sit up but my head hit the bookshelf. Wow, suddenly I feel so... Big. 

Had what just happened happened? I pondered as i put on my clothes which were left on the bed. Had I just shrunk, and un-shrunk? What an unusual experience this was! I peered underneath my homework table, and there it was, a dead spider, as big as my thumb, with a sliver nail speared through its abdomen. 

  I stood up and ran to the kitchen and brought out every cleaning tool I could think of. I recounted every unusual thing that had happened today. I muttered to myself as I picked up my dirty clothes from the floor, "what an unusual day..."

Well, that's it. My silly essay. I was hoping teacher got my humour, you know? The Thumbelina reference... *sigh* Whateverrrrr. She doesn't care about English. I wonder how she even became a teacher. 

I don't really like my results. And I know I have to work hard, to be the same standard as Dhipa, Shelvin and Joyanne and etc.

But just saying I'll work hard doesn't mean anything. I have to prove it. Like seriously.

This means, I won't blog much. I know. Its sad. I promised so many posts right? Yeah. I didn't do it.

All my broken promises. 

Kayy. Gotta go now.

Bye. I'll be here when I get here, kay? Don't miss me :)

Peace out :)

Disappointed In Results Angel

This Angel is drowning in History.

Taiwan post shall be done around next month. 

Exam mood. 

Forgive me, please. 

Drowning Angel

Sour and Sweet

Hi. Please don't hate me. Its not like I gave you up or something. I didn't, okay? Its just that I am grounded from blogging (I also didn't know you could do that) and everything else that wastes my time from my studies. #IKnowRight So... Yeah. I'm here now. To prove to you guys (whom is probably just Arvie and some random people) that I am alive and well, I shall update on what's been going on around me these days.

If you're really really interested about my academics, well... I... *sigh* I didn't improve. Well, if you look at the marks, I did improve. But if you stop and think, I didn't improve at all. Because this is a Monthly Test, not SPM formatted like Mid-Terms. So, I didn't improve at all.

Obviously, I got 100% for English. We all did. Please excuse my snobbishness but the English test was seriously easy. All of my friends got 100%, even if they didn't it was just minor mistakes on the paper.

I almost failed my Add Maths again. Go figure. At least I didn't fail. I seriously don't understand why I cannot do the paper. Its not like I didn't study. Mr Tay, our headmaster/Add Maths teacher said it was only for ONE reason; LAZINESS. I don't deny that, I'm an absolute lazy person. But I did work hard, but just not enough. Arrrghhh. I hate this feeling.

But, on the other hand, I got 83% for my Physics paper! Doesn't sound much, right? But apparently its the highest in my class, 4 Daisi 2, and the class next to us too, 4 Daisi 1. I am super happy because I beat someone from the supposedly 'best' class in the whole Form 4. And that 'person' is a boy. But I'm unhappy form the reactions I got from some boys I was chatting with. Our conversation went something like this. It was mostly in Chinese, but whatever.

The Happy Heroine: Hey dudes! 
Sour Boy 1: Hey, got any of your test papers?
Sour Boy 2: She got her Physics paper. Highest in class you know?
Sour Boy 1: You gotta be lying! Show me show me!
The Happy Heroine: Uhh. Okay. *shows paper*
Sour Boy 1: Fuiyohh! 83? How you got these marks? You must've cheated!
The Happy Heroine: No?! My tuition teacher taught me some of the stuff that came out.
Sour Boy 2: Ohhh... Tuition teacher. No wonder lah. Obviously you're not that smart.
The Happy Heroine: *gives them the asian eyes -.-* Hello? I studied for Physics okay? Physics isn't that hard for me.
Sour Boy 1: How much did you get for Add Maths?
The Happy Heroine: Issh. I suck at Add Maths. I just only passed. 
Sour Boy 1: So how the heck can you get such high marks for Physics if you suck at Add Maths. Some more you're a girl. 
The Happy Heroine: *-.-* Add Maths has nothing to do with Physics okay. And a girl can rock at Physics too okay. 
Sour Boy 2: I bet you won't get highest for Physics in finals. You were just lucky this time. 
The Happy Heroine: *smiles and walks away*

I wasn't really pissed when it happened. But after I went home, I rethought the conversation and got super hurt and pissed at them. Those two boys are really b*tchy, seriously. Ughhhh. I will prove you wrong, sour boys!

Okay. I'm done ranting about my downhill academics. I shall post some happy photos we took before the sour boys incident happened.

It was Merdeka Day RIMUP :)

Love this flowery shot :)

I got kissed. 

Shhh. Don't tell them, but they look seriously pretty here x)

I love this :D

And this! :D

Le Duckface

Firdaus is Smizing ;)

Mr Bobby, seriously handsome right? *Woohoo!*

I accidentally smiled. 

Jess and Dayang :) Besties!

Jessica Emoticon- :D My Emoticon- :)

Le Kissy Duckface

Tyra, we were Smizing, but I think I took it a little too far :P

The epicness of this shot is overwhelming. I am straight okay? This is sisterly love :)

Okay, that was on Thursday. RIMUP HARI RAYA.

On Merdeka, we went to celebrate a banquet we had. Something like a farewell banquet. Wait, banquet seems too grand. We were at KFC. Oh crap I'm lazy to go into details. So, yeah.

Cik Nabilah (left) and Anum! :) 

She keeps appearing x)

They say I look skinny here. -.- What?

Awww :) They took this without me -.-

Al and that idiot Firdaus. 

Cheers! :)

Datin Jojo! She's actually Catholic, okay xD

Datin Alia

Awkward, I know xD

Bye Cik Nabila and Encik Saiful! :) Gonna miss ya'll :D

We went karaoke before eating there. Some pictures.

Le pouty duckface

Aww :)

Karaoke!

They didn't take this on their own xD Cool right? #EvilLaugh

No comment.

Uhh. I don't know. *shrugs*

And we just saw a wall paper which looked cool and decided to pose in front of it. 

Jessica Sendai

Phuah Shelvin

Noel Ng Nuobei

Ashley Denise Chai

Umm. Well. I hope this quenches your hate and disappointment for me, stalkers.

Hey, I hope we're still friends. 

I'm so sleepy. I have the Merdeka Carnival thing too, but I can't really find pictures, sorry.

Till we meet again :)

Updated Angel

July Has Come to an End

Hey. Yes. July is officially coming to an end in less than 2 hours.

I'm currently feeling melancholic and sentimental.

I love the month July. Besides being my birthday month, its also well,  SUNNY all day long.

I didn't update ya'll about what happened in AGM. I guess I have nothing to say.

As you probably guessed, I didn't get the Head Prefect post. BUT, I did get the Group Leader B as everyone expected. I can't say I'm happy about it. But I can't say I'm not relieved either. So.. Yeah. Neutral.

Umm. There's been lots of drama after AGM. Mainly because Yi Wen, our new Head Prefect (OHMYFREAKINGGOODNESSSHEGOTIT!!!!),  is a girl. And her two Assistants, are boys. And one of them who wants the post badly. Sparks are flying. And I don't like it at all.

But Yi Wen is a wise one. I'm sure she'll pull through :)

Some pictures from AGM (just random ones)

My Ketua, Ng Xelynn (left) and Beh (right)

They say Xelynn looks like me. :) Ahahaha. She doesn't, okay? And we are not sisters even though our surnames are the same.

I wanna use this chance to properly thank Xelynn. She is the best Ketua I could ask for. Calm, organized, disciplined, rarely flustered, responsible and respected. She has taught me lots of important things that I never thought of learning as her Penolong. She is respected, not feared. I'm in awe :)

Thank you, Xelynn, don't care what other people say. We know that we're right, then its okay.

Okayyy. More photos:

I look somewhat guilty. 

Geng Ding and Yi Wen 

Dai Fai! And Ai Wei! Head Prefect and Asst. Head Prefect!

LOL. Noob Farm :D

Keishok! The DUDE WITH THE HEIGHT. The other Asst. Head Prefect

The New Prefectorial Board 

Me and my new Assistant! :) I like him lots. 

Yeah. Well. I hope that Kumpulan B will be the best group amongst. And I am currently holding on to the Strictest Group Leader title. *Evil Laugh*

And I sincerely pray that the sparks will die out. I don't want our Board to fall apart over selfish intentions :/

Oh yes. And. This is for you.

I have been trying. Very hard. To speak. But somehow, the voice just dies inside of me at the last minute. And instead comes out silence as shyness take over. And I will start giggling like a stupid bimbo. I hate myself for doing this.

Well. Tomorrow is a better day.

Patches, please go back to Ashley :( She's all over looking for you and she's very scared. Please go back to your owner.

Thanks, Arvie. I love reading your comments :) No kidding. Thank you.

Peace out. (Y) See you guys in August.

End Of July and Avoiding War Angel