Everything Is A Blur

I didn't want this post to be rant-y and disorganised but I guess that's how Noel rolls.

If you are observant or is my undying fan, you would've noticed that I have updated the photos below my blog, which includes all the people that make me smile (I didn't include my family there not because my friends are more important than my family, but to protect my family's privacy). Also, I've added tabs to my blog! Of course, it's 'under construction' which basically means I can only doodle in it after SPM.

ASS PEE YAM 

You're probably wondering why I'm blogging. Well, it's currently the Raya Holidays. Selamat Hari Raya to all my Muslim friends, by the way. I hope you guys forgive me if I have insulted you all in any way. The cute thing about this year is that we have one week Raya Hols + August Hols. Usually they just mash everything up, but not sure why this year they made it a two-week holiday. So we're halfway through our holidays and I managed to nab the laptop.

I tweeted: 'Give me something to blog about.' (I know. I'm not supposed to be on Twitter, but it's just we're in the holidays and I needed to socialize a bit.) And surprisingly, people responded! Check it out:

I know right. My editing skills suck. I'm still learning though.

Anywaysssss. They gave some lovely ideas. Too bad I'm not in the mood to write any. But I did write them down on a sticky note! And I swear, after my Trials I WILL WRITE THEM (on a piece of paper first, then if I have time to nab the laptop, I'll type it out on my blog, kay? So sorry!)

Alright. As I was saying, I'm having my holidays now. And I'm wasting wasting wasting time.

Behold: My Brain. Yeah, I stole borrowed the brain picture and didn't bother to cover up the watermark.

I don't know what's going on inside also.

Time is just passing real quick. Suddenly I'm gonna start driving, suddenly I'm gonna sit for SPM, suddenly I'm gonna end my High School days, suddenly I'm gonna go to college, suddenly I'm gonna forget my friends.

Suddenly suddenly suddenly.

I'm terrified. 

Of everything. 

I don't know if I can handle life.

Mum says don't stress myself out too much. But if I don't stress myself, how am I going to push myself? All I did in these holidays is procrastinate procrastinate procrastinate.

So many events that I missed out/am going to miss out.

Sports Day. Canteen Day. And I'm gonna miss Graduation Night too. Whopeeeee. Nobody has the rights to change the date unless you're the Principal. I mean it's just stupid. Who organizes an event 2 days before Christmas? Christmas isn't just some Santa Claus event with presents all around. It's CHRISTMAS. It's Jesus' birthday. We're supposed to spend it with family. Of course, I won't be around. I'll be at Thailand or at Kedah, with my family. See? No one can do a thing. Oh, it's so sad that I can't come. It's not the same without me. Poppycock. Help me persuade the committee then. Change the date. Make it earlier. Of course, when this idea is suggested, everyone just smiles and wishes me a happy holiday. Delightful. I'll be leaving the school on the last day of SPM. Pat my buttocks and just walk away without any celebration or memorandum. Fun.

FLUSTERED.

I'm not getting any skinnier. I'm never gonna be skinny.

Great. Add Maths. I'm starting to understand you. Try to understand me too. I don't have much time with you left.

BOJIO BOJIO BOJIO BOJIO BOJIO 

JIO LIAO ALSO CANNOT COME LAH

I wrote my worst English essay with a dystopian setting and Unicorns. *flashes rainbows* Idiot. I didn't have enough time and the ending was crap. Surprisingly I have confidence for my BM essay, teacher cannot accuse me of having no 'original ideas' anymore. And my Chinese essay... Fingers crossed. 

Noel Work Hard. Noel Work Hard. Noel Work Hard. 

Chant it like a spell, maybe it'll come true. 

Mum wants me to wake up at 8am later to swim. I cannot slim down. I need to slim down. How to slim down. I eat so less already. She'll let me drive if I wake up early. Okay. We'll see about that. 

WORK HARD. 

This is a weird post. Maybe I shouldn't have updated at all. 

Blur Angel

No Ideas For a Cool Title Therefore I Will Write This Long Sentence Here at This Empty Bar. Hah.

Hello my dear Humans! :) I'm baaaaaaaack! I just finished my March Test today! *pops confetti*

Not much reason to celebrate, actually. I probably did badly in my tests. I hope I don't fail my Add Maths again. Ugh. I'm sick of failing. I tried so hard this time, but I don't understand why  I just can't seem to do well every time! So so, frustrating.

Oh well. What to do? Work harder.

So, I just wanted to tweak my blog template a little bit. It looks weird, I know. But I don't have the patience and time to make a pretty template for my blog. *sigh* Maybe next time.

I forgot what I wanted to blog about. See? Such a fail.

Well, I guess, after this test, everything will go topsy turvy now.

Tomorrow is our school's Cross Country Run. The 'country' we're crossing being the area around my school. Guys are running around 7km and girls 3.5km. This will be my first year ever participating in a cross country run. And honestly? I'm freaked out.

Obviously, I'm not an athlete. All my friends are. Well, Joyanne isn't. To quote her: 'Not my scene.' And Hui Ying. But Hui Ying does ballet, so it isn't really fair. The rest of them are athletes. They represent the school in track and field. Which makes me feel... Fat. And sad. More to fat, honestly.

I don't know if I should run tomorrow. I mean, I said I would. And I will go there and run. But then should I run run? Should I give it my all? Or should I just walk all the way? It would be super awkward if I did run. You would see a bumbling female homo sapien gasping for air, cheeks red. It would be so ugly and embarrassing. All my other athlete friends would be flying in the front, effortless. And me? Behind. Well, technically not behind. The Behind would be where those students who are not giving a sh*t about the purpose of this run. I would be trapped in the awkward middle.

Trying hard, but not good enough.

It's always like that.

Well, next week is English Week. And as the ambassador for Stuff@School (more on that sometime in the future), I have to promote Stuff@School, at The Star to push it to higher levels in my school. It's next Monday and I haven't thought of how to present it yet. I was thinking something interactive and lively. Oh gosh. I don't know. And of course the whole of ELS is performing. Which... I will be playing guitar. And the rest of the society will be singing.

I hope it goes well.

Hmm. Camps. Next weekend is Alpha Course. It's a camp at church. And I am supposed to find songs to sing there? I don't know I don't know I don't know.

Suddenly realizing how rusty my guitar skills are. *sigh*

SPM SPM SPM SPM SPM SPM SPM SPM SPM SPM SPM

Obsessed with Coldplay.

Oh, it's gonna rain. It's gonna be slippery tomorrow. Hmm.

Hey, Arvie, I miss you! :) I don't know what happened to my blogger. It has always been weird. But now that I have found you again, I'll stalk you. I'll stalk you good. You should teach me Tagalog so I can wow this Filipino scout I met at a Campfire xD

Kay, bye first. Might update my CNY post with more pictures.

Stay tuned! :)

VIVA ENGLISH!

Very Freaked Out Because She Blabbered So Much On This Blog Angel

Unbirthday Month

Hey March. You're gonna be awesome, I can feel it. 

 March Babies, GO AWAYYYYY! :P

Check out some photos I took in school on the 26th of Feb! :)

 Cam-wh*ring in the class cause we cool like that ;)

 PHOTOSHOOTING MADNESS, lol! With me directing ._.

 I don't know what Hui Ying was doing x)

 Yi Wen being EVILLLLL!

 I was trying to smize. Did it work? x)

 Yi Wen's sexy hair flip!

How can one not be happy when one gets free strawberry muffins straight from the oven? :D #PinkCheeked #ChubbyMonster

I took the above photos (except those with me posing, then that was Yi Wen). Bwahahahaha. I'm delirious.

I'll do a detailed post about Starstruck! 2013, Stuff@School, The Star sooooooooon! :)

LOL, March Test. Whut?

Peace Out! More school photos to come soon! :)

March Hare: "She doesn't know what an unbirthday is."

March Hare Angel

Baby Phuah is 17

So! This is late. As usual. As you know from my previous posts around this time of the year, it's my baby Phuah Shelvin's birthday!

This is a pretty awesome GIF, if I say so myself ;) 

I'm gonna do her birthday post now. You can read the previous posts here:

My Baby Pendek Phuah's Birthday! (2011)

Piggy Shelvin's Sweet 16 (2012)

Urgh. I'm getting so tired, of my stupid Internet line. It doesn't allow me to upload photos straight from my computer. When I upload, it comes out weird and distorted. It's so frustrating! It's the same for Youtube videos. It comes out weird pixelly and coloured at some places. Grrrrrrrrr! So I always have to steal those photos from Facebook. Which means, I have to upload it to Facebook first. Which means the whole world gets to see it first. Which sucks, because I want it to debut on my blog first. *Sigh* And sometimes Facebook decides to do some mumbo-jumbo to the url of the photos or whatnot, my photos disappear from my blog.

Alright, I should start.

Well, we didn't plan it properly. It was all very last minute. Hmm. I guess there's nothing much to write about? Shelvin came to school in the morning, and she kept forcing us to wish her. Ahahah. I had a feeling she would do that. So I purposely refused to wish her. And she kept bugging me by saying: 'So... Noel... Anything to wish me? Anything at all?' And I said: 'Oh, yeah. Thank you Phuah.' or 'Go Duty Phuah.'

It got on her nerves. Ahahahah :D

Well, I'm gonna post some photos here from our Physics and Chemistry experiments!

First is Physics! I love Physics x)

Concave and Convex lenses!

Give it up for Dr. Hui Ying! 

Do NOT argue, YiWen, you look like an Anime character! 

And then is Chemistry! We were doing an experiment on rate of reaction. And we tried so so many times till the bell almost rang for the end of school. Here's some of our funny faces :P

Ashley is workin' those measuring cylinders, and Dhipa...... x)

Their 'serious' faces. Ahahaha. Yi Wen looks the most convincing! 

Yeah. The experiment eventually worked, by the way. After don't know how many tries.

And so me and Yi Wen went to help Joyanne out with the surprise 5 minutes before the bell rang. It was all mad rushing. And the horrid moment when we found out the lighter couldn't light the candles. And then we were scared the cake would melt or fall apart or something. And then of course, we couldn't even eat in the Chemistry Lab.

Look at her face. She doesn't know what to do, obviously. xD

Awww :) You look so pretty here! 

THE CAKE. THE FUDGING OREO CHEESECAKE WITH THE CHEESE AND THE OREOS AND THE COOKIES AND THE ASFGJKL OMFFFFFG I CAN'T EVEN. 

Yeah, the cake was amazing. And it was chaos by the time we were singing the song. So noisy and stuff. But yeah, we managed to do it :) I hope you liked it, Piggy!

So now, for some awesome pictures of us! :D

Birthday Girl with Joyanne and Hui Ying! 

Birthday Girl and Head Prefect Yi Wen! :D

Birthday Girl and Joyanne! :) 

The Hui Ying! And the Birthday Girl! Okay, I know, this picture looks... A bit off xD

Photobombed by Raja! :P 

:')

GENG 1 MALAYSIA! 

I like this. The cake is awesome. 

Thank you, Pn. Lim! For letting us eat in the Chemistry Lab like a bunch of hooligans :P And for making a mess, and forcing us to clean it up. Ahahaha! Love you, teacher! 

Okay, we really made a mess. The cookie part of the cake crumbled, thus making us put our Cinderella mode on. But we had fun. Here's our group picture, the one you saw in the GIF up there. Sad part is: Raja and Hui Ying is missing :( Nevertheless, ENJOY! :D

And a final one, in Shelvin's Daddy's car!

I hope you enjoyed the not very surprising surprise, Shelvin. It's the final year of us being together in school. We've celebrated your birthday for 5 years. Since we were tiny. Since 13! 13! We didn't even have boobs back then! Ahahaha! :P And now, you're 17. Wow. 17. Old enough to do... A lot of things! I just can't believe it!

Of course, I don't know what's gonna happen after our SPM. Well, I want you to know, it's been awesome, having spent 5 years of in the same class with you. You having to suffer my horrid and selfish ranting about myself. *Shudder* We shared lot's of secrets, gossip and plenty of laughter.

You're smart, funny, adorable and lovable. I hope our friendship lasts. Love you!  :)

I'm not gonna admit I cried while typing this.

So many homework recently. *Sigh* But I just gotta suffer a teeny bit more for SPM! A teeny bit more! There is a rainbow behind of the hill, and I know it.

Ahahahahahah! This is kinda not with the topic!

Anyways, Happy Birthday Phuah Shelvin! You'll forever be my Short Little Piggy!

Peace out and Hugs to everyone!

Piggi-fied Angel

First Day of School 2013 and Also My Lame Resolutions

*SHAKES MAH BOOTY* Happy New Year Everyone! :D I'm only slightly late. I realize I've been non-existent all throughout December. Well, basically it's because December is a month for cheer, celebration and travel for me. Basically I was too... Busy? I don't think I was that busy, I'm not that fabulous but I guess... Yeah. *shrugs*

So I actually wanted to blog about my First Day In School 2013, and also my New Year's Resolutions 2013. So yeah. This post is gonna be lengthy. But I'll put some pretty pictures of me in uniform below, I swear xD

2012 is over. Whoa. It was just like yesterday when I typed out my New Year's Resolutions for 2012. Which you can read if you click the coloured words. It was honestly extremely silly. Well, none of it came true. LOL. Funny.

You actually missed out on a lot of my December. I don't think I'll get the chance to update now that school has restarted :( So... Maybe when SPM is over I'll do it xD

Back to the point, you easily distracted human!

First day of School 2013. It was great. I'm actually re-reading the Tweets I tweeted because I have a goldfish memory. And also because I had an awesome afternoon nap and it made me forget stuff like what happened at school.

Oh yes, you can read my First Day Of School 2012 in the coloured words (click it!)

I woke up today early as usual, 5.15am. Well, I got up at 5.45am. You see, there is a difference between get up and wake up ;) And I had breakfast. I actually downed a cup of boiling hot Milo because I was worried I might not make it on my van. And then after sweating from the heat of the Milo for 10 minutes, I realized that my house clock is 5 minutes faster. I wanted to slap myself.

So my van arrived and I had a nerve wrecking 20 minutes ride to school. Mainly because I'm not used to being late. And also because I am not supposed to be late. I'm a Ketua Kumpulan and it's my job to brief them every morning. Thankfully everyone was busy today, so I wasn't picked for my un-punctuality. Bro can't send me to school anymore because he's done with Form 6. So yeah. I'm gonna have a panic attack every morning.

Assembly was waddafork. I had a stomachache halfway through and I escaped to the toilet. Thankfully it was the first day and the toilets were reasonably clean. And it was so peaceful there. I'm not saying I'm that kind of weirdo who enjoys the presence of human excretion but the school toilets were far away from the Assembly Hall and it was like I was cut off from the world, because I was alone in the toilet, doing my business. I actually stayed longer than I should've in the toilet. Because I needed to calm down. And to think. And also because I enjoy running away from my problems.

So after Assembly, we went back into our classrooms. Yep. We have classrooms now. NO MORE FLOATING! Woo hoo! But of course, our whole 5 Daisi 2's excitement and joy was short lived when we found out that our classrooms were on the third floor. And it had no fans (the turning kind lah, not the human kind), because the school was installing new roofs. Yeap. Imagine us Prefects, finally escaped the chaos of assembly, climbed 3 flights of stairs, to reach our classroom and find out we had no fans. Or enough tables. Gahh. I was sweaty. So so sweaty. And the available chairs were all dusty from the renovations. Yup. Imagine my joy. *Rolls eyes*

Well, recess was okay. I actually talked with a Form 3 junior and apparently according to my Penolong (assistant) she was mumbling curses at me afterwards. Pfft. Little girl, learn some manners, please. I didn't even scold you. *Rolls eyes*

I like my Form Teacher. She teaches me Additional Maths, and I will try my best to pay attention this year. I have a feeling I can achieve it :)

Oh guess what? I'm sitting beside Phuah Shelvin again this year. I have been, for 4 years straight. That's long. And I'm sick of her face xD Nah, joke, I love this shortie ;) And Dhipa, Ashley, YiWen and Hui Ying are all same class with me! :D And of course those people I same class since Form 1: Queeny and Esther xD Sick of you all!

But of course, I'm not in the same class with Joyanne :'( It's the bloody curse, I tell you. In Primary me and Joyanne shared the same class for 5 years. And when we went to Secondary, me and Joyanne spent 5 years apart. See? The CURSE!

Ahahah! Okay, I'm delirious. We got a new monitor! Because both of our old monitors decided to betray their Monitorial Board and join us Prefects instead. xD Ahahahah! Joke! Chillax, Monitors out there!

Okay, one more funny conversation between me, Phuah and Dhipa in our classroom.

Me: "So Phuah, what's your New Year's Resolutions for this year?"
Phuah: "I don't know. Haven't really thought of it."
Dhipa suddenly barges in: "Hey guys! Check out my new book. Because it's SPM year so I've got to be more neat and organized." She then shows off her book to us. It's actually something like a diary, with boxes that has the date in it so you can note down what happened or what's gonna happen on that day.
Phuah: "So what you gonna do with the book?"
Dhipa: "I'm gonna write down all my homework in here. See these little boxes?" She then writes down what teacher was saying into the box.
Phuah: "I don't think it's gonna work Dhipa, the box is so small. How you gonna fit all the homework inside?"
Dhipa: *shows Phuah the 'enough' sign*
Me: "And how long will you keep it up..?"
*Moment of silence*
Then we all burst out laughing.

Oh gosh, I love my friends xD

Now for my resolutions :)

1. STUDY HARD. No more dilly-dallying. It's only SPM, as Bro likes to say. I can do it!
2. Get Confirmed. You don't wanna let God down ;)
3. Love my family more and try not to anger my parents anymore.
4. Get into STARSTRUCK 2013 at Stuff@School! (Results coming out tomorrow! *Nervous*)
5. Get your Add Maths right. Don't waste time on unecessary things. 
6. Smile at everyone. Try to make wrong things right. 
7. Keep fit. Try to shed off the Christmas Fat. Swim!
8. Participate moderately in Prefects and Scouts. Focus on Academics!
9. Don't skip classes.
10. Practice piano. Grade 8 is in August. 

Yeah. No comment. :P

Now for the pictures I promised. Yeah I stole them from last year. Sue me lah!

I think I look pretty here. HAH. 

Facebook is too bloody slow. Gah. Sorry. No more photos!

It's midnight!!!!

Oh no.

Good night! :P

Schooling Angel

Hajimimaste! Watashiwa Noel desu はじめまして！私の名前はノエルです

Well hello :) Don't kill me! My parents don't really agree on me blogging. They assume its a waste of time... Its not, I know. But the problem is I would rather blog all day than do chores and stuff :P

So, I'm gonna blog about the Japanese Exchange Program.

It happened last Friday *checks calendar* 10/11/2012 :)

So, basically, it was a half day program. Students from Sapporo Shinyo High School came to our school for an interaction. It was just a very brief interaction. We had tea and lunch. And some free time. We also saw their performances. They are sooo. Adorable!

Meet my partner: Riku Sugiyama, 杉山陸. He's 16 too. He's a very nice and cute boy. Cute not as in HOT, but adorable :) He plays guitar too. And we jammed. I played him Rasa Sayang, a traditional Malaysian song, and he played me some Japanese Pop song. I sang. He sang. It was fun :)

He's quite shy. When we were playing, he was strumming the chords and I asked: 'Sing?' Then he said something in Japanese which I don't understand. Then he asked his friend to translate and his friend said: 'Riku SHYYYY.' Okay. That was so adorable :)

Oh, and I played Coldplay's Yellow. Beause I asked him what English music he listened to. And he said: 'Coldplay, Fall Out Boys, Queen...' So I played the song. And sang. And messed up the chords. And stuck my tongue out in embarrassment multiple times. *sigh*

But he seemed to enjoy it though.

So here are some random pictures. I'll just comment below, kay? *sigh* I'm such a lazy blogger :P

J-pop dance! It was very cute :D

Umm. Yeah. That's my partner. Who is a male. In a short skirt :D

I was busy INTERACTING with Riku. :P

We nabbed the Air-conditioned room :) Thanks Yi Wen! 

If you see closely, you can see me and Riku doing the exact same pose with our tongue stuck out :D 

I joined in cause no one wanted to take a picture with me, *sigh*

Behind the scenes look at the she-males :D My partner is the one squatting, I think. 

Well, we were supposed to give them gifts that represented MALAYSIA. But Mum said I shouldn't be giving random strangers presents. I argued. And there was unhappiness. So I prepared the gift at the last possible minute. And it was super lame. I gave him MALAYSIAN COINS. 1 sen, 5 sen, 10 sen, 20 sen, 50 sen and the extinct RM1 coin. I purposely searched for coins that were in the year 1997. I failed. So it ranged from 1995-1997. *sigh* I know right. SO SAD. And I put it in one of those plastic eggs (remember? The machine where you get to get toys? Yeah. I put it in that.) And I put a rolled up paper of his name. And my name. And I wrote: "'Aku Cinta Malaysia', 'I Love Malaysia' and '我爱马来西亚'" Too bad I don't know how to write Tamil.

He gave me a... Shoot. I forgot the name. But I know its called 竹蜻蜓 in Chinese. And Doraemon uses it to fly. The real thing is not so advanced and can't make me fly :P But it spins in the air. Its super cool. And he folded an origami of an airplane. Okay fine. He folded a paper airplane for me xD And he wrote his name, English and Japanese and gave it to me. Then I wrote my Chinese name and English name for him.

As they were leaving, we sent them away at the bus stop. And he dragged the roll of '我爱马来西亚' across the bus window. I was so surprised and embarrassed. I couldn't explain what it meant though. Sad.

But the happy part was, I'm still in touch with him! We chat on Twitter. Its hilarious. I barely understand his English. I suspect he uses Google Translate to translate his Japanese. And sometimes he types in Japanese so I have to rely on Google Translate. Its really cute.

Besides him, I also chat with his friends who are MY friends' partners. They're really cute too.

Its gonna strike midnight. And I guess I've said everything I wanna say.

Oh, I like the Japanese people from Sapporo Shinyo Koko High School! I hope I can visit Japan and visit them someday! :D

So... Good night! :)

Phuah Shelvin, congratulations on being the first one reading this!

Japanese-fied Angel 日本エンジェル