Intro to My Besties...

Ok. Let's face the facts. Exam is coming up and i am so not ready. My dillema? I'm not focused enough. What with my stupid floating class and all.

Scouts is starting to get stressy, too. I mean with the Log Usaha deadline and stuff.

WHY AM I SO FREAKING LAZY??!!

*sigh*

Ok. I'm so lazy I don't even bother to write my blog.

*double sigh*

Hmmm....

Chinese New Year and Valentine's day was okay. Nothing special happened...

Oh. I should tell you bout my friends.

J. She's been my best friend forever We met when we were in standard two, which is when we were eight. She was sitting in front of me. We were chatting and I noticed her weird accent. She has it cuz she doesn't use Chinese at home and my school is Chinese school.
So I asked her (in Chinese):'Do you speak English at home?'
She said:'Yes!'
I asked her:'Why don't we speak English? I can speak it too!'
'Okay!'
And we've been best friends ever since.
J is very sweet and cuddly. She's thoughtful, and a really good friend. Throughout the years (seven!), we've enjoyed bitching together. ;p She has 3 sisters, and she's the second. Her baby sister is adorable. And she is super smart. Especially in Math. Which I suck at. So we're kinda like a perfect duo. We're both pengawas, prefects at our school. Oh. And, she's left handed.

LOL

Moving on, we have S. Or P. Which ever one you wanna call her. I would prefer to call her S, but the P stuck. So I call her according to my mood. XP S is really funny. She's extremely Happy-Go-Lucky (even more than me!). We met only last year. My first day was weird cuz i had just gotten to Secondary School. S came waddling with her Malay and one Indian friends into the class. Late. This struck me as weird cuz in my school, Chinese stuck as ONE. Yes, racism is going on in my school. Her appearance wasn't very good then too. She was quite lala-ish. Then Cai Li, a girl from my last year class, went to introduce herself to everyone in class. Unfortunately, she had somehow tempted me to sit next to her in class... Anyway, she went to interview S so i tagged along. Ok, I admit I was a tad curious. She was chatting to Cai Li about something unimportant while I was half listening. Then, I noticed a tattered book on her desk. I flipped it about and on the last page, there were four words:'So Damn F***ing BORING!!!! I was mildly surprised cuz most of the people in my school don't even know the word 'DAMN' existed. Plus, her conversational skills in Chinese was not extremely good. So I asked her in English:'Do you speak English at home?'
Her eyes lit up and she replied:'Yeah!'
Then we became friends.

My other bestie is A. She's this extremely pretty Eurasian-Portuguese girl. Her eyes are huge. Even bigger that mine. Then she is really thin. Unlike me, which is quite plump... Plus, she likes to dance. She's really good at it... Oh, and she's appeared in quite some ads. She's really pretty. She's really nice too. Me and her like to gang up and bully S. Its just teasing her shortness and her rumored 'boyfriends'... Just the usual bitching stuff. I met her trough S. They are best friends since standard 4. Which is when they're 10. I noticed her in school straightaway. One can notice a pretty Eurasian girl in the midst of all the Chinese faces. We got talking and... Voila! Best Friends!!

These three above are all my besties. And I LOVE u guys!!!

I'm Back~

Chinese New Year is nearing, and me and my family are packing our bags to go home. It's kinda a tradition in my family already...

The time is 5.00am. My phone alarm shocks me awake cuz I used an annoying alarm tone. I hit the snooze button and continue sleeping. 5 minutes later, it starts ringing again. I hit the snooze button once more. Another 5 minutes later, it rang again. So I got frustrated and hit the off button. I'm so freaking lazy... But, I trusted my parents to wake me up at 5.45am. And my instincts was right. The next time I opened my eyes, the light in my room was on and everyone was up and doing something. I felt a tough of guilt but I didn't want to leave my bed. It was so warm... and safe...

Wake Up!! Now!! screamed my mum. I immediately jumped off my bed and went to the loo to get washed.

After a lot of waiting, finally we set off. The time then was 6.30am. Outside, the sky was still dark. Bro n mum fell asleep instantly. For some weird reason, I couldn't fall asleep...

Time passed quickly in the car. I was reading a Chinese book. (A first!) 4.30 hours passed just like that. The radio was blasting Chinese New Year songs as usual. And dad was the only one awake in the car not including me. It was a typical ride home.

As we reached Alor Star (mum's side), we were greeted by a swarm of kids (cousins). Then, bath. Computer. Food. More food. Much more food. Then another bath. Then food again. Then deciding where to sleep. Then sleep

A Friend No More

Today is a Sunday. Well, nothing special to report about.

Woke up at 9.30a.m. Well, at least that was when dad came into my room to wake me up. As usual, I lagged off in bed for 15 minutes. Then, it was too late. Bro got into the loo before me. Didn't sound so bad eh? Well, he spends dunno how many minutes in there doing God-knows-what. Anyway, brushed my teeth, washed my face, smothered some stuff on my face which is rumored to fight pimples off my face leaving it smooth and moisturized. As far as I know, its not working. After that, I pulled on my skinny jeans and a Tee which said- OMG LOL.

When I went downstairs, it was late. 10.00a.m. Haha. You could see that bro was pissed. Anyway, we made it to church so that was the point. Sunday school... Lunch at Mcdonalds ...

Then, here comes the slightly interesting part. I has to go to L's house. Just to get a logbook from PH. Well, you could say that I don't like L. She was one of my best friends during primary. She was very sweet. But just recently, I discovered how bitchy she is. As we are both scouts and neighbors, she has made it my duty to take her to school for scouts.

Sure, she is extremely polite to my mum with her sweet mouth and all. Sure she's not very rich. Sure she's had not an easy life.

SO WHAT

I can tell you. She's super polite in front of my mum. Always making small conversations with me in the car. Then, what happens?? She reaches school and forgets about me. oh, she didn't forget bout me, she just doesn't have time for me. What with her showing off like mad in front of the seniors and the popular people in scouts. I'm not popular at scouts. Well known for my weird name? Yes. Popular among the seniors? No. In their eyes, I'm probably just an English-speaking-lazy-guitar-playing-weird-gal. Who cares?

Back to what I was talking about. She's not rich. That is a fact. Her dad is just a hawker whilst her mum just stays at home to care for her 5 daughters whilst doing odd jobs. But did that make me look down on her? No. I was extra good to her. Then, what happened?? She came to school one day (after she resigned as a Pengawas, off course) wearing an ultra tight skirt (customized), thick-framed glasses (the most fashionable kind) and a fringe to top it off. And there she is, complaining she's penniless. Do you know how much a customization for a pinafore costs?? RM40. She could've bought 2 dresses with that money for God's sake!!! And those glasses? RM20++. And her fringe? Ok, to be frank, having a fringe is not a crime. But she used to not like a fringe!!! It's her own choice. She thinks she can fit in just like that. Doesn't she know doesn't have to have go get a 'cool' haircut to fit in? Plus, all these stuff cost money. And you keep complaining to people that you're broke.

Yeesh. What a joke.

So I went to her house. I didn't want to at first. But our penolong pemimpins' were there and I had to get some info on my logbook, so I went. It was an extremely boring experience. Her house was a mess. And there were loads of people there. I didn't even bother to look at L.

I know I'm being rude, but she really pissed me off, big time... Cuz it really hurts to feel a friend do this to you. What is this? Evolution? Betrayal? Take your pick. The conclusion's the same. Hatred+Tears. It breaks my heart to see a friend change this way. I keep thinking back to how she was. Unable to accept what she is now.

Why do people have to change??!! I can certainly tell you she has made an ENEMY

Boredness Creeping up ONTO ME!!!!!!

Whoa... Boring day at school today... *sigh* How can you make life more interesting??

I went to school at usual time. Which was WAY early cuz we started school on Fridays late, at 2.25p.m. So I had 2 hours to kill at school.

Immediately, I started searching for J. She was doing something 'important' for the teacher involving pens and pencils... Anyway, as J was unavailable, I turned to my second option, A n S. (yes, S, you come second in my list!)

As i walked to the canteen, A n S's major hangout, I realized that A was missing. Naturally, I was heartbroken, but I was not in as much pain as S cuz they are inseparable. Plus, she was doing our Malay friend's Maths homework.

With me, she escaped to the outside of the library, which was where we hung out on Fridays. Then our good friend, KYH turned up and started entertaining us for the next hour. Haha...

He's hilarious, that guy.

Thank God I had him or I could've died of boredom... (to S: this does NOT mean I like him shotass!!!)

Boredom, You will NEVER win this losing battle you hear me??!! NEVER!!!!!!