Diet?!

 OMG. A humongous girl is looking right back at me. 

I pulled a face of disgust. The girl made the same expression. I inspected her face. Forehead, eyes, nose, cheeks, lips, teeth, chin... Oh. I saw what was wrong. She had about a thousand red and sore pimples erupting all over her face. It was a horrible sight.

The girl pinched her arm. She didn't even feel the pain. I could tell. The fat around her arm was too thick.

The girl stripped herself, standing in only her underwear.

The sight was horrific. The fat was completely oozing out of the body. And, and, the thighs... The two horribly flabby and flappy thing. Slapping against each other whenever she walks... Ugh. Gross. 

The girl turned around.  Her butt. The buttocks were sitting comfortably on the thighs. She smacked it. It wobbled menacingly... 

Ok. Fine. Surprise's over. That horribly overweight girl is me... And I seriously need to go on a--

!!!!!!!!!!

Yes! I do! Don't tell me I don't cuz I won't listen! I've had enough of mum's nasty comments on how ugly my flabby body is!!! 

Don't tell me I'm not fat. I know I am. 

Don't tell me I look perfectly fine. I know I'm not. 

Don't tell me you like my body. I know you don't. 

Don't tell my I'm great the way I am. I know I'm never gonna be great. Just a sour bitch... 

Oh well. May as well go anorexic... 

Mum set me a target weight. 45kg. She says I have to go on a diet unless I grow taller... With my 153 height she says its the perfect weight. How much do I weigh now? 50kg. I have a LONG LONG LONG way to go... 

Inspirationless

Yes. I'm inspirationless... *sigh*

I don't know whats wrong with me.

Some of you may be looking for the sequel for my story/post Emo. And its obvious  you haven't found it... I'm looking for it too... *roll eyes*

I'm so stupid right? I really don't know whats wrong with me... I make a joke. And I don't even have the mood to laugh at it. Instead, I roll my eyes at myself... Uh? *roll eyes*

Yeesh.

I feel so sucked dry...? Is that even a possible feeling? O.o I don't know. *sigh*

Having a sore throat and a blocked nose... A little cough...

*sigh* again.

I need inspiration! How am I supposed to write a freaking love story without inspiration?!
Its not like I've had any experience...
Its not like I've had a boyfriend...

Yes. I'm nerdy and single. So What?!


See? I'm so messed up I'm arguing with myself!!! T.T

Ok. I'm asking for your help. Yes. You. The unlucky one reading this post. I need ideas on a a love story. A dark one. An emo one... Too hard for you? I don't give a damn...

Oh shoot. I'm being so impolite... Sorry!!! >< yeesh...

Ok. I just want you to leave some comments... To give me some ideas on how to continue my story... Ok? Gee, I really am messed up...

Here's the link if you wanna read Emo first.
http://darkangel3663.blogspot.com/2010/03/emo.html

Enjoy!

BOOOOOOOORIIIINNNGGGGG

I totally wasted time today....

Woke up at 9.30am today....

Then stayed in bed staring at the ceiling for like 10 minutes? Then had to go and wash my absolutely filthy hair.

Popo and tee mama kept on nagging me to bathe quicker cuz i was meant to go to work with Yuen...

Ok... I even skipped breakfast...

I ran, my hair wet to Ah Lin jie jie's car... Then fast forward to when we arrived at Ah Foo's speccy shop.

Then they opened... blah blah blah...

It was so BORING there!!!

I didn't work. I just sat there and read comics. **** one can only have a limited amount of Crayon Shin Chan in one day... Stuffed myself with junk food...

Lunch time!
Went to the totally LAME Pacific shopping center.
Went to a totally LAME restaurant named River-Land inside.

The place was disgusting.
We sat down and the waitress threw the menu to us.
We ordered.
We waited for 5 minutes?
Our drinks came.
Another 10 minutes?
Our food came. We ordered Tomyam and we shared it. It looked okay. I tasted it. Pweeeeeeeeeeehhhhhhhhhhhhhhrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgghhhhhhhhhhhh. It tasted of tomatoes. !!!!
The place was filthy.
I saw two freaking cockroaches and i killed one. EWWWWW

Worst of all, they charged 85 cents for service tax!!! BLOODY LEECHES!!!

Oh well, that was the most interesting thing that happened in my day... >< Failure =='

Back From Hatyai!!!

Yes babies!! I'm BACK!!! lolx

came back from Hatyai... went from 7th -9th... so if you tried to contact me during that time, and it said failed to sent... well, I was on flight mode... XP

Had fun being the nanny there... It was so tiresome... *sigh*

Don't go near that!!! Don't fall into the water!!! Don't drown!!! Don't touch that!!! It's funny how there's only one way of birth but over a million ways to die... ironic isn't it?

Anyways... Had some fun time with cousins... Well, not the little ones... But with my big one... Yuen... =]

Well, there's actually nothing to write about...
We went there by car... and we got freakin' cheated by them customs officers. He wanted to freakin' check my freakin' passport and he freakin' ate my freakin' money!!! One Ringgit!!! Shit. You should've seen his drawer. It was filled with money.

SHIT.

Very beh syok cannot show you all pics... T.T

Freedom!!!

Ok. I've read most of my friend's blogs and seriously, it's boring cuz they all started off with:

Yay!!! Awesome!!! Exam's over!! Freedom!! No more stress!!!

Ha! I'm not gonna start off with that! I didn't! Cuz I started with ok. LOLx!!! 

Ok. I know that wasn't really funny... But hey, is it the first day you've known me? XP

Update on my life!!!

School life!!!--

Hmm... As you've realized.... we ended our semester and its the holidays!!!

Our exams ended recently too!!

It was kinda unfair cuz we had to do our exams in 1D2 which is to be the HOTTEST classroom in history!!! Plus, it kept raining so the air was very wet. ****

Ok...

Family life!!!--

Since its the holidays... As usual, we're going somewhere. To Hatyai!!! Which is at Thailand. Which we are going to drive there!! <<< not looking forward to that!

We're going with my mum's family.... Little kiddies.... Horrible job of being the nanny....

Errrmmmm...

We are planning a sleepover at my house but J and A can't come... 

I'm slightly angered at J's not-coming...

I mean... She's been my best friend since std 2!!! When we were eight!!! And she's only been to my house like urrr... ONCE??!! 6 years!!! and only been to my house ONCE!!! It's not like we live very far away... Yeesh... 

What's wrong with her family?! ****!!!!! <<

And A can't come cuz her mum thinks it's not safe... well it isn't so yeah... 

*sigh*

Is it so hard for my best friends to be together? Yeesh!!!

And you. You're making life damn complicating dude!!! Stop stop stop!!! I'll never be yours so stop stop trying. I'm happy with our relationship now k?  *sigh*  I don't wanna hate you.

Well, at least I get my freedom back!!! I should think positive. 

I'm going back tomorrow. Back to Changloon and Alor Star. Alor Star first, then Changloon. Just like always. But I'm going to Hatyai... 

So when I'm at Hatyai, which is 7-9, don't contact me via sms k? Who am I kidding. No one cares... T.T 

Oh yeah... Something I'm not looking forward to. Grade 6 piano practical exam... Shit. I haven't practised at all and I just know I'm gonna fail and throw RM400++ down the drain... Oh well. Life sucks.

Bye people!! I think I won't be blogging if I can't find internet in hatyai... Cheers!! =]