Poll!!!

Yep! That's right! Me gots a POLLLLLLLL!!! =]

How to vote? Well, scroll DOWN. On your RIGHT. You can see the poll in kinda tiny letters... LOL

Anyways... Did that poll cuz my blog sucks, obviously... No one's commenting... no one's doing stuff to my blog... its sad... =[

Anyways... Gotsta focus on my story... Emo... *sigh* haven't got any inspiration... Until LAST NIGHT!!! =]

Haha... I'm kinda hyped up right now...  Ok... I'm gonna start writing the post continued to the Emo one...

LOL? Grade 7?

Hello. Nice to meet you. =] Mood good today~ Haha.

Guess what? =] I'm officially Grade 7!!! XD LOL

Actually, I'm only saying that cuz this happened.
Teacher:'Ok, these are your fees plus the book you're buying (Nodame Cantabile) and the two books you're selling.'
I nodded. She passed the paper to me.
I read it and exclaimed:'Wow. Why is it RM240?'
She pointed calmly to the place where she wrote-- Fees- Grade7= RM240. And said:'You're grade 7 now...'
Well, that was a stupid question... XP haha.

What am I feeling right now? Hmmm... Nothing actually. Just slightly happy,.. LOL I guess I'm just freaking stupid.

No pics today... Sorry! (Typing from Mum's MAJOR LAG compuer... =])

CHEERS!!!

Blog Change? O.o

Well, school sucked yesterday. No one to be crazy with me cuz P was absent... =p she was sick, apparently... Oh well... (suspecting she's just a lazy arse...)

Anyways... During PJK (P.E.), I chatted with the roundest watermelon in the world... and the chubbiest girl, plus a very very perverted Wan Yen. We were talking bout blogs.

Watermelon Eiling's one was ok... Wan Yen said it was easy to read... Blah blah blah... Then Anysia's was cool too... Then Chubby Puiyan's was the most awesome... HAHA!!! And... mine was kinda voted worst cuz she said it was all in English... =.= SWT much? And they suggested me to start writing in chinese could you believe it?!

Damn. Like I was ever gonna do that just to freaking please them? No way!!! 


I'm not pissed. I just don't like being told what to do... I know my blog sucks. But I don't have the freaking creativity to make it nice. I'm trying. I'm trying hard. But I like it the way it is. I don't want people fawning over my pictures. I want people to be grateful of what I'm writing about...

So yeah... That what I wanna tell you guys... =[

Birthday Guitar!!!!

AWESOME!!! Got a new Acoustic/Electric guitar!!!! Well. Its acoustic but it could be plugged into an amp. So I don't really know what to call it. J told me it was called that. I'll just go with that.

K. Went to the store. At KL. Opposite to LOT 10. Sorry. Forgot the name... =p

I wanted a plain acoustic one. I looked around the shop. I wanted a pink one. But there wasn't any. Then I saw a red and black one. Ohhhhh~ i liked that.

BLAH BLAH BLAH... mum hacked the price. Bought a capo, freed me two picks (plectrum) and... blah blah blah... too lazy to get into details.

One thing tough, when mum saw my guitar bag. She totally freaked. And said:'What the heck is this?! This looks like a badminton racquet holder!!!' LOL

Blah blah blah. Took it home. TRIED teaching my bro 'The Scientist'... tried

Blah blah blah... Here's a pic of it... i tried uploading more, but it didn't work... oh well...

My frets... my capo... my head.... 

My photography sucks... i know... =] but i'm lovin' it....

Grade 6

As most of you may know, I had my Grade 6 piano practical exam yesterday. 

Well, for your information, I totally sucked and I have no hope whatsoever to get a freaking PASS. 

I arrived at the venue 50 minutes early.  Which was really really  early because we were required to arrive 30 minutes early. It was at Hotel Istana. Dad dropped me off and I walked to the door. I asked a nice lady with a weird accent where the lift was. I went there and pressed the 3rd floor. 


I walked out of the lobby and I immediately heard the music. There was guitar, there was violin, and most importantly (to me) there was the piano music. 


I walked along the hallway. A few people was sitting on the chairs. They looked pretty scared and stressed. That reminded slightly of me. 


I registered at my venue which was 5 and I went to the waiting room. Immediately, I took out my pieces, plugged my earphones to my mobile and started to listen to my pieces which I uploaded. 


All was good. the waiting room was considered good. There was a TV which was on. That was good. It was playing some weird comedy which I didn't know the name. 


I stopped listening and went to get a drink of water. It was cold and tasted of lemons. Then I sat back and relaxed and started listening to some Rock songs on full volume. 


I must've looked weird to those people there. Cuz I don't have my parents with me. And I'm not talking to anyone. 


I got bored and I decided to send a letter to J. Here it is:


Dear J, 
All is well, the weather is good. As you can see, I am not yet dead from the stress and the anxiety of the other candidates. 


There is a weird old woman in this room . She keeps on smiling at people and putting an arm over them and giving them support.  She is presumably a teacher of some sort. Either that, she is just a plain pervert. 


Apparently I am not nervous at all. There is a TV in this room and it is playing a movie named- 'My Family's Secret' Someone just tried to kill himself. 


I am not sure whether I want to go to school or not. Oh well. 


Yours truly, 
Dark Angel =]


After I sent that message. I checked the time. 11.45am!!! OMG!!! I had like, 5 minutes left? How did time pass so fast. Oh well, I could do nothing now. 


I followed the man outside and I sat down on the waiting chairs wondering how would my examiner look like. 


After a while, I was called in. She looked ok. Quite pretty in fact. About in her mid thirties. She asked my to sit down and try out the piano. So I did. 


Then, she gave me my scales. Which was ok. A little mistakes here and there. But ok. I think I'm gonna pass that. 


Then, my most dreaded one, pieces.  1st piece. It was ok. Cuz I wasn't even scared. I was very relaxed. But of course people make mistakes even when they're relaxed. 


2nd piece. I don't like this song so it was ok. More mistakes than the first. Of course. 


3rd piece. I wanna cry. Dammit. So many mistakes. On my favorite song. Actually, it was the G-key. I'm not sure how. But it sounded different which made my wince every time I played it. 


At least that was over. Sight-reading. It was considered OK. But I think I'm gonna fail anyway. Cuz I played only the right hand during the last phrase. 


Then Aural. She asked me what texture it was. I said Classical. She then asked me why. I said cuz it sounded very Mozart? She smiled and asked me some other questions. Shit. I think I blew it. =p oh well. 


*sigh* that ends my piano days... ><

ignore my expression... =.=

Something in My Heart that Can't get out.

I fell so underachieved. Yeah, I do. I fell like a failure. Unable to achieve anything. I don't know how to express myself!!!! Its so FRUSTRATING.

To think myself as a little genius. Able to write perfectly. I have loads of ideas. But, I'm just to freaking lazy to write them out. I really really am LAZY.

Maybe that's the solution to ALL my problems? My stupid laziness? O.o I don't know.

Mum keeps nagging me. Its for my own good. I know... But of course i don't like it. it sucks. Like freaking hell. My BM sucks. My Chinese sucks. My Maths sucks. My History sucks. My Geography sucks. Everything about me sucks.

*sigh*

SO MANY THOUGHTS IN MY HEAD... BUT NO WORDS TO EXPRESS








I wanna CRY