This Angel has just lost her wings... =[
It feels like this=
You probably don't. Yes, this post is entirely dedicated to you. Of course I know you don't read this damn blog. I know you're too damn busy or shit to read this pathetic post posted by this pathetic excuse of an Angel.
Well, what can I say to you? I don't know. I'm just so sad... So so sad and hurt... That you would do this to me... I'm even more saddened by the attitude you're giving me after it happened at all...
You know what the person I trusted the most said to me? She told me--
Cut him off. You should cut that freaking parasite off before he falls in love with someone else and the same thing happens... If it can happen once, it can happen again babe.. He's just gonna fall back on you when he's hurt AGAIN... You're not just some booty call... Let him know that...
You see? Thats what this situation is like, from the outside. You cheating on me for another girl. Thats what they see. But I don't see that. Why? I'm blinded by love? I think so.
You told me it was a game. And you promised nothing would ever happen. But then?
*sigh*
You know what made me not suspect a single thing? Just blind trust. I really really trusted you because you gave me your word.
*Huh*
To think those lonely nights when I laid on my bed missing you so much it made me feel so so empty. To think those blushes from the teases of my friends were so hot and red. To think that I smile every time I see your name.
Yeah. To think.
Is it all over? Tell me that. I'm curious. I told you, I don't hate you. I'm scared. Of YOU. Scared that you'll bandage up my heart with sweet words and then drop and trample over my heart for a shinier, newer one...
What should I do? What should you do? What should we do?
| confused |
babe, falling in love is really....really easy and at your age is definitely vulnerable. i went through it and got over this episode. and i think, if i can do it, anyone else can. including you. the whole world is out there waiting for you. just hold on to your dreams and don't blame yourself for feeling for the wrong person. because that feeling of yours was genuine, it was just the receiver that wasn't.
ReplyDeleteas you can see that, he's just making you want him again, he's using you, I've been through this and Don't expect he'll keep the promise or make it up to you , after he got back the girl he'll just dumb you and forget you. Just ignore him , even thou is hard just ask yourself " Is he worth the pain"? and after you did that, It's impossible to just forget him right away, it takes time :)
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