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                   January 27 at 10:34pm

               how can i trust you anymore?

January 28 at 6:33pm Report

... How can you trust me anymore? ... I can't answer you... Just follow how you want to think... If you really don't believe me that's ok... Coz I don't wanna care anymore... I'm really tired...... Sorry...

January 28 at 6:50pm

So you're saying you don't care about anything anymore? Just because you are tired? You are so disappointing...

January 28 at 7:04pm Report

Think like that as you wish... I didn't say I don't care anymore... I just don't want to care now

January 28 at 7:49pm

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For those who actually care about me, I need to explain slightly. This is not a comment. This is a message. Our conversation. 

I don't really know why I posted this. Its stupid. Maybe I'm angry. Maybe I'm sad. Maybe I'm confused. Maybe I'm heart broken. I don't know. 

I wanna lash out and hurt you the way you've hurt me. But I'm not that low. I'm better than that. 

What should I do know? You saying sorry doesn't cover that. I'm not saying I need more. I'm just startled that you chose to run away. 

You have to remember. You caused the damn problem. You were the one who promised me NOTHING would go wrong. You were the one who fell in love with another.  

But I was the stupid one. Stupid enough to have trusted you. I keep reminding my self... You promised. You promised me it was just a game. You said nothing could break our bond. You promised. And I sincerely believed that, you know? 

I feel so so so betrayed. 

You ripped me apart. Again. 

Should I forgive? =[