Mmmm...

Whoops...


Haven't update you for so long... I feel kinda sorry... =[


Ok! Update on my life...


First of all... 
School!
School's ok... 
Errmm... Nothing special...
Well, I missed out a lot on scout activities...
I remember once. 
It wasn't too long ago. 
Rabbit (nickname) came into my class. She held a pass. And started jabbering away that she wanted to see James and Pik Hung. 
Naturally I was surprised. there was no connection between them... Unless... Its scouts. So they both went out. 
*Chilling out in class.* 
Pik Hung and James returned, both of them breathless and a little dirty. 
I asked Pik Hung:'Whoa. What you did?'
She grumbled:'Went and moved the buluh (bamboo)'
My eyes opened wide. 
'Why didn't they asked me go?' I sounded disappointed. Well, of course I did. I felt left out. 
'Oh. They forgot.'
I think I must have exploded slightly. 
'What?! They forgot?! How could they forget?? Do they still treat me as a freaking scout?!'
'The juniors wrote the passes. They didn't mean to do it...'
I think that made me even more mad. But then my mood shifted to sad and disappointment. 
I couldn't believe it. 
REALLY. 
Do they honestly still treat me as a scout??


Pause.


Do I still treat myself as a scout?


YES


but.


Honestly, I really have been missing out a lot... 


meetings, gatherings, duty...


Yeesh. You must be really tired. Hearing me grumble about scouts... =[


I'm just really pissed that even the juniors don't know who I am... *sadness*


Ok. Enough about that....


Oh yeah! Something interesting I wanna share. 
I got 8 1/2 marks out of 19 for my Cathecism class. 
Shitty right?
I never memorized the Apostle's Creed. 
So I just put one:'I believe' there. 
Yeah. Sucked. I know. 


Well, thats about it. 


I have loads to say... but sometimes you just can't say it out!!! 


I think I'm LOOSING MY MIND!!